Short Story 10 - BoyxBoy - Larry

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*Contains self Harm 

"Why do they do these things Eleanor?"  

"Because they don't realize how much it hurts us." 

" But.. Why even do it?" 

"Because they think we're so much better than them, that they're jealous and want to let us down." 

"Some cruel people we live with these days." Louis said, choking between sobs. 

"I know Louis... I know." 

  As the rain got harder, the more cries you heard from Louis.  The rain was splashing against the window.

 Louis held onto his best friend, Eleanor, tighter. Flashbacks came to Louis, remember what happened just a month ago, and how much has happened since then.  He told the world he loved Harry Styles, the most popular boy in the world.  He remembered how happy he was he told.  Not realizing what he had done. 

  When he got home that day, he looked onto his computer and saw all the hate. 

'Ew, Louis Tomlinson, gay?' 

'Louis is going for Harry, yeah right!  Such a joke!' 

'Go back to Eleanor!  But then again; do you even deserve you?  She's so much better than you.' 

'I don't even feel like listening to One Direction anymore, if Louis Tomlinson is going to be in it.' 

  Since that day, Louis hasn't come out from his room, besides going to concerts, but even then, he would only sing quietly when it came to his solo's, gaining even more hate from the fans.  He came home from a concert one day, to see hate.  Hate on wherever Louis was at.  It was even on the news. 

'Why did you get into One Direction Louis?  You sound horrible.'

'You don't deserve to be in the band.'

'Go Die.'

'How did you get into One Direction?  By luck?  Or did the judges just not have their hearing that day'

  They kept telling Louis to ignore it.  Louis laughed mentally.  Ignore?  How can you ignore when there's thousands of people in the world wanting you to die, to stay away from his dreams?  It was impossible.  

  Each boy, besides Harry, has come into his room, asking, begging, PLEADING, for Louis to come out.  But each day, he just sat on his bed, looking at the window, with a blank face.  Each day Louis wondered, 'What have I done to get this punishment?  Right.  Because I'm gay, I get this.' 

  Louis came back to reality.  As he sat up, he looked at the rain, and how it was a good day to die.  He looked at Eleanor.  Eleanor looked back at her best friend, who had grey eyes, instead of his bright blue ones.  If you looked into them, you felt like crying.  He's not the same at all. 

  "Please, Please Louis, come out."  Eleanor pleaded to Louis.  The boys asked her to come, knowing that out of all of them, she was the closest to Louis.  She agreed, not knowing how depressed Louis was.  "Come Out Louis.  I'm not going until you come out."  She stated, holding onto her best friend's hand.  

  Louis looked at Eleanor, and laughed harshly, "Your not going to go eh.  Why should I come out, Eleanor, Why?!"  He screamed at her. "To only see the guy that I love looking at me like i'm some crazy maniac!  I'm useless Eleanor.  There's no use to getting me out."  He looked at the window, and regretted everything he just said to Eleanor.  He just screamed at her.  

  Eleanor flinched.  He never used that tone with her.  She could feel tears streaming down her face.  She didn't want louis living this way.  Sure they went out, and when Louis told her he was gay, she understood.  Why couldn't he understand that so many people want to help him?  "L-Louis."  She choked out. 

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