As you sit on your bed, happily writing stories; you see Niall at your doorway, looking down. You sit there and smile, "Hey Niall!" You greeted him. He looks up. You realize there are tears streaming down his face. You gasp at your boyfriend and run to him. "What's wrong?" You ask. You see him holding something.
A Book.
A journal.
YOUR journal.
A journal that was never meant to be opened ever again. "N-Niall... You didn;t... " You walked backwards, out of words to say. He nodded his head, tears still forming in his eyes. You stand there, speechless, and watched tears fall down both your and his face.
"Why..." You whisper. You clench your hands. "Why did you find it again? Didn't you ever learn not to touch anything that isn't yours?!" You scream. You walk over to him and slap him accross the face, pushing him aside and running out the door.
As you walk out the door; you reazlie you don't have anywhere to go. You walk to the park, tears falling from your face. Your mind flashes back to those days you wrote in that journal. Those days when you cut. You cut as a kid.
Because you were always bullied everyday. For being stupid, for being ugly, even for having plain grey eyes. You couldn't tell anyone; speak to anyone; so you wrote. That day when you were about to die, you met Niall. Your mom got you tickets to see them, and you met Niall. Your hands were covered with gloves, of course.
As you went to the meet and greet after the concert. You guys clicked and he asked you out right on that spot. You loved him most out of the five boys. How could you miss this oppertunity? You guys promised afterwards that you wouldn't keep secrets from each other. But you had to keep that one secret. You smiled at the memory...
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"Mom, I'm nervous." You say, tapping your foot.
"You'll be fine love, just be yourself! Your the one that's best at that." Your mom says, and you smile
As you and your mom get near and nearer to the boys at the table, your heart beats. You were so excited! You looked down, to make sure your hands were still covered with the gloves.
You first got to Harry and you looked at him and smiled. "Hi Harry!" You smiled and he smiled back and said, "Hey, love! Want me to sign this for you?" "Yes please!" You say. He signs it and gives it back to you. "Thank you!" You happily reply. You couldn't believe it; you just met Harry Styles!
You met the rest of the boys, and it's the best day of your life. The boys really got to know you, since you were one of the last people to see them. So there was no one else behind you. As you went to Niall, your favorite out of the band. You saw that he was really tired.
Niall signed it quickly and passed it. Your heart falls a little, because he didn't even look up to see who you looked like. You then shurgged it off, since he was really tired and probably wanted to get this over with. You said thank you really sweetly, but you noticed Niall looking at your hands. You said, "Niall?"
Niall looks up and says, "Er, hey. wow. your gorgeous." You blush and whisper another thank you and was about to go, but then said, "Where are you going? Your the last one, you don't have to be rushed. How are you?" You smiled as he started a conversation. You started to talk to him, and started to laugh with him. The boys then came over to see what was going on.
You and the boys seemed have clicked a lot, especially you and Niall. At the end of the night he said, "I know I just met you... But will you go out with me?" And you gladly accepted.
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Since that day you didn't cut. You actually felt a door open in your life. You started writing stories on this website; and everyone loved it. You had everything; Niall, people that loved you, fans. You left that part of your life behind. The life where you cut.
As you realize your at the park, you sit down in front of a tree. You sit down, reembering all the horrible stuff you did to yourself. As you felt someone sitting next to you. You say ,"What do you want." the voice replied back , "I saw those scars... That day..." Your eyes widen open, not realizing Niall had saw those cuts.
"I... I thought they were from maybe you falling or something... I saw this book... When i was looking through the stuff we had together.. and this came out... and i thought it was just a book... and then i read it... " you could feel tears falling from your eyes.
"I.. I wanted to keep that away... That part of my life... " You whisper. You could feel someone putting their arms around you and saying, "You don't do it anymore, right?" You shake your head, saying, "I stopped, after I met you." You could feel his lips on your forhead and said , "I understand why your such a good writer now. Your words in the journal made me cry like I've never had before. I love you. "
You feel tears falling, you smile, and lean against his shoulder, saying.
"I love you. Your the reason I'm still alive....
And that's the truth."
*Authors Note ; I know this one is really short lol. It was just one I did for the fun of it. Kind of running out of ideas.
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One Direction One Shots - BoyxBoy and BoyxGirl.
FanfictionYou thought you've heard all of One Direction stories -- But have you heard these about them and their fans? Obviously these are all fiction.. But.. What if..? Here are short stories that I thought of, enjoy!
