Emotional Writing

The Feeling

Every now and then, I get this feeling

I feel my heart clenching.

The world feels like it's falling on my shoulders

I want to cry.

I want to find a corner,

Preferably dark,

And I want to cry away my pain

I don't like talking about it.

I don't tell my mother,

But the people I've met on the internet,

Thousands of miles away

I share my feelings with.

I get this feeling,

Where I can't free myself

The pit is deep and wide.

The pit keeps me trapped.

Some days, the pit isn't as deep.

It allows me to taste the freedom I crave.

When I reach for it though,

I've suddenly dropped thousands of feet.

I don't want to be in the pit.

I want to be free.

I want to be normal.

I don't want to cry anymore