fix me ➳ c.h.

four.

➳ olivia

I always find myself staring at my scars thinking of all the crap I've been through and why their there, why their purposely etched into my skin.

I've always thought of myself to grow up and be this happy successful teenager but that's not the case, who would of known that my parents were so unstable that I would have to move across the world to a place where I would have never imagined of living.

Ashton's the only one who knows about me cutting, he's not only my brother, he's my bestfriend, my other half. He's been stuck at my side since I was 6 and he was 9.

I took one last look at the scars on my arms and pulled down my sleeves.

"Olivia come down here!" Ashton yelled from the bottom of the staircase

"coming!" I yelled back

I quickly ran out of my room and down the stairs and met Ashton in the kitchen.

"hey sis" Ashton said to me

"hi" I responded

"okay so carrie and steve are leaving for the weekend, so I was thinking maybe the guys could come over and we can all just chill and stuff"

"okay sounds good, are the coming today?" I asked him

"yea they should be here in a little bit" he responded

"okay I'm just gonna go get changed and stuff" I said to him

It was really hot in the house so I obviously couldn't wear a sweater, but that meant my scars would show, they're pretty much faded so I don't think the boys will notice them.

I put on a nirvana t-shirt and a pair of sweatpants, I quickly threw my hair in a side braid and went back downstairs to wait for the boys.

"will you order some pizzas?" Ashton asked me

"yea I'll get 3" I said

I called the local pizza place and ordered 3 large pizzas.

"should be here in 20 to 30 minutes" I told Ashton

"okay the boys should be here any minute" Ashton said

right as Ashton stopped talking the boys walked through the door.

"hey ash, hey Olivia" luke said sitting down at the table

"Where's the food?" Michael asked

"what I don't get a hi or how are you Olivia?" I asked him adding a laugh

"hi liv" calum said walking over to me

"hiii" I said shyly

"OTP THE SHIP HAS LEFT THE DOCK" Ashton yelled

"shut up" calum groaned

"Ashton how do you even know what otp means?" I asked

"I have a lot of free time okay" he said

"anyways what do you guys want to do?" Michael asked

"let's go okay Mario cart" luke said

"I could beat your ass in mario cart" I said to luke

"oh you're on" luke said with an evil grin

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"ready set go!" Ashton yelled

"I'm so gonna beat you" luke said to me

"you wish hemmings" I said and rolled my eyes

"go Olivia!" Ashton yelled