IS THIS WHAT WE LIVE BY ?!?

"I promise that we will get out of this hell hole!"

Alexa

I woke up by the guards screaming . "GET UP ! GET UP !"  "UGH ! SHUT UP ALREADY !" I said furious . The didn't stop and that made me angry , I don't like people who don't listen . I started screaming and started throwing things around "I SAID STOP !" , they didn't once again . I let out a very loud scream and they looked at me . They certainly knew that I wasn't okay....they came in and grabbed me by my arms harshly . They dropped me to the ground , holding me still , but I was moving  and struggling to get out to of their grips . I could see Alicia , Paige , Punk , and the new guy Dean watching .

"NO ! I NEED HELP ?!? NO !" I yelled at them , I kept on screaming , just as the needle had entered my neck , my screaming went from high to low faster than you could imagine . I blinked a few times , feeling weaker than usual . I think fell to the ground , I heard Nikki scream at the and yell . That was last thing I heard , then darkness hit me...

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My eyes opened , they were wide open . I shot up and looked around , AWH COME ON ! I'm in this white large room . No color , no nothing .

"ARE FREAKING KIDDING RIGHT NOW !? I SWEAR THAT I WON'T HESITATE TO KILL YOU LIKE I KILLED YOUR OTHERS FRIENDS! LET ME IN !" That's Nikki....you can already tell . I looked over to the door and saw the dude holding her back from coming in . I ran over to him screaming and jumped over him , making him slip . I heard Nikki laugh .

"Jerk.." she said , yeah , we might be known as 'The Psychopaths' and we aren't allowed to get out our cells . We are the bosses of this place and we own it ! So let's see who will be controlling now .

The think they can control the blissful shorty and the fearless Nikki ? Hell....to the no , no , no !

I jumped on Nikki's back . I saw the woman on the reception . She pointed at us , as police officers came in , the handcuffed Nikki and I stood there , wide eyed .

"HEY ! HEY ! DON'T TOUCH ME ! GRRRRRRR!!!! I WILL KILL YOU AS SOON AS I GET OUT OF THESE HORRIBLE THINGS YOU CALL HANDCUFFS !" .

"Leave her alone !!!" I yelled as Nikki got pinned to the wall . Nikki was struggling out of their grasp .

They opened a steel door and pushed her in . I attacked a police officer . The others handcuffed me , yet my hands were thin , so I could easily get out of them . They pushed me in with Nikki . I glared their way , wanting to taunt them .

I dropped the handcuffs , crossing my arms as I stood beside the wall in anger . Nicole came walking up to me , I looked up at her and sighed . "They really think of us as monsters to the point where they lock us up in a place like this . The Gun , The Knife , The Keys ? What are we going to do ?" I said and she frowned "I don't know , maybe they'll get us out sooner rather than later . But I promise...I promise that we will get out of this hell whole !" She said .

I smiled at her . She had been by my side , for a year now , and I'm happy I have her . I never had friends , I never was into girls , yet now I am because of this beauty queen in front of me . I stared at her Bambi eyes and but my bottom lip. I looked down . "This is honestly annoying now....every time we go crazy , they have to give us a shot...like how's it going to help?" I asked Nikki as she put a strand of hair behind my ear . "I don't know....but we will make it out..."

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This isn't over....what they have against us all...and holding us as if we are dolls that they can play or control....

I stared at Nicole , she was beautiful. I lack her beauty and her personality.

I wish I had it . Yet she told me that I was someone special , and a special someone has their own personality, and that personality is special , just as much as that person is .

I looked down . She was beautiful , and I wasn't .

She had no scars , yet you can't tell because she hadn't shown her the self that much .

She lifted my chin up . I looked at her saddened . "Why are we even here ?" I asked and she shook her head . "I don't know....we have been here for a year and they still haven't let us get set free ." Next thing you know , is a scream echoing through the halls of the Asylum . Nikki and I went up to the door and looked through the little peephole and saw the new guy , Dean with 2 body guards over him....what the hell ?

I looked at Nikki and she shrugged as in the words of 'I don't know....' I started crying....suddenly , feeling as if she doesn't love me....

I dropped down . ""I just need to feel loved...you know that feeling....love Alexa...love her....she loves you....why don't you love her...WHY DON'T YOU JUST LOVE ME !!!!!" I yelled out and tears fell down , yet they weren't tears of sadness , they were tears of madness . Tears of me not getting what I wanted . I started hitting my head into the wall . I started letting out screams of anger and tiredness .

Nikki , who wasn't bothered by my actions . Put her face in her knees and she was rocking back and forth , letting out a muffled "I love you..."

I jumped up "REALLY ?!?" I asked and she nodded .

I smiled widely after what I heard , she actually loved me....she looked at me and gave me a hug .

I have someone that actually loves me for who I am and doesn't judge me...oh boi...aren't I happy I came here .

I smiled at her and hugged her back , being squished . I didn't mind being squished by her , because she's like my comfy teddy bear I had when I was 6 years old and my imaginary friend ripped it...when it was me who did .

She let go of me , sighing . She basically threw herself in the bed , and I did too . "Life is boring now..."