Help Me Save Myself (YoonMin)

Chapter 7

Jimin fell asleep after he went into the guest bedroom. When he woke up the house was quiet so he guessed that Tae and Jin already left. Leaving Jimin alone with his thoughts.

*At school Taehyung POV third*

"Hey Taehyung!" He heard his name being shouted behind him. He turned around seeing Jungkook waving at him with his bunny smile on full display. "kookie" Tae started running towards his boyfriend almost in tears. He hugged Jungkook putting his face in the nape of his neck and squeezing as tight as he could "I missed you so much, I'm so happy you're here"" I missed you too Tae but are you okay?""I'm okay just dont leave me""O-okay but whats wrong and dont say nothing cause i know somethings up" Jungkook pulled away from his boyfriends grip and looked him in the eye with a soft, warm, and welcoming look. "It's Jimin..." Tae decided to pull his Kookie into the empty classroom and told him everything. After Tae told Jungkook what happened he started shaking because he was worried but also furious when he heard what Jimin's dad did to him. "I wanna be there for him but i don't know how" Jungkook had pain in his voice. "But I also wanna beat the living shit out of Mr. Park" Jungkook's nice tone turned into a low, deep, kinda scary one ( Which Tae low key liked a lot)

The bell rang signalling Tae and Jungkook to go to their class. With a quick kiss the boys went their own ways.

*At Tae's house Jimin POV 3rd*

Jimin woke up with dry tear stains on his cheek and pain in his stomach. He hated himself for being gay. He went into the bathroom to wash his face. When he was done he sat against the wall in the bathroom, he looked at the text he got from Yoongi ignoring all the others sent after it. 'kill yourself' . Jimin's negative thoughts came rushing back into his mind, "Maybe i should" he mumbled to himself knowing no one would here him even of he shouted it. He saw a razor and picked it up thinking about the pros and the cons of actually doing it. He saw no cons except maybe hurting Taehyung but then remembered he has Jungkook and Jin to help get past it which wouldn't take very long. Jimin only let himself see the pros.

1. No more pain

2. He wouldn't be a burden anymore

3. No one would miss him

4. No one would notice if he was gone

5. No one would be sad

Those five were enough for him to make his decision. He looked at the razor. He got reminded about his past. He's cut before so it wasn't to hard doing it again.

*Flashback*

"Hey faggot!" Yelled a boy behind Jimin. Jimin ignored the comment and just kept doing what he was doing. "Hey i'm talking to you!" said the boy who was now right in front of Jimin. " I bet you wanna fuck us all don't you, you're such a desperate hoe" He said that while he was laughing with his friends. "Go away Hoseok" Jimin could feel tears brimming his eyes "Oh is the faggot gonna cry, what a pussy" He slapped Jimin in the face leaving Jimin with a burning sensation on his face. Jimin ran home as fast as he could letting the hot tears run from his eyes.

He went into the bathroom and took the razor thinking it would help. He's heard of cutting but never actually done it before. He rolled up his sleeve he started with just cutting his skin so it was just ripped but not deep enough for blood to come out. He threw the razor at the bathroom wall and held his arm in pain, he was sobbing alone trying to forget what he had just done.

*Flashback end *

He rolled his sleeve up and started cutting his arm up his bright blue vain in his arm then the next one the same way. He sat there crying in a forming puddle of his blood, stating to feel to feel lightheaded. He felt himself loosing consciousness. He laid down closing his eyes. what he heard next broke his heart.

The front door opening and hearing Tae's voice

"Jimin I'm Home!"