Chapter 12

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Jimin: Can i ask why?

Yoongi:....

Jimin: Nevermind

lets change the subject

What did you do today

Yoongi: hey imma g. I'll talk to you later k?

Jimin: I fucked up didn't i?

I'm sorry

Its my fault

I made you feel like this

Just when things were getting good huh Yoongi....

Well i ruined any shot with you didn't I? message deleted

Jimin:

Jimin: Im sorry Yoongi

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Jimin: Im sorry Yoongi...

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| read at 1:48am

Jimin: Goodbye Yoongi read at 1:50 am

Jimin stuffed his face on his pillow and screamed in frustration "I screwed up everything" The guilt filled boy curled in his bed and started to softly cry until he drifted off into sleep

While Jimin was doing that Yoongi was just sitting on his bed thinking why. Why couldn't he tell Jimin. He was open about it to everyone else. " Oh ChimChim i'm sorry"

Yoongi was disgusted with himself. The older could feel tears brimming his eyes. Yoongi got up from his bed and dragged himself to the bathroom. He reached for a tin can that was under his sink. In the small can was a couple of bobby pins for when he died his hair last and a razor. He picked the razor and the negative thoughts came running into his mind

'Your disgusting'

'You don't belong here'

'no one cares about you'

'Just kill yourself already'

'no one will miss you'

Yoongi rolled up his sleeve to see his past scars on his arm and all he did was reopen them going deeper. He was silently sobbing.

He broke his own promise....

The older felt disgusted about himself. Thinking that not only did he hurt himself but he hurt Jimin too. And that hurt more than anything. He didn't want to his Jiminie. He stood up from the bathroom floor and started washing away all the blood. He picked up the razor and put it back into the can and shoved the can under the sink.

"I have to fix things with him tomorrow" he thought. The older washed away all the dried tears on his cheeks and went to bed.

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