Just a loser

Chapter 1

Kendall's POV:

I looked around and the room was full on white. I was sitting in a bed with a needle in my left arm. The smell of medicine filled the air.

"Mom ..." I said and someone got up sniffling.

"Honey I'm right here." She held my hand tight. I weakly smiled and I started drifting off to sleep

"Kendall don't fall asleep" my mother said sitting next to me. She was shaking me but I ended up sleeping.

**

It was the first day of Junior year at the same terrible school. I was bullied in freshmen, and sophomore year. Hopefully it won't be another year of bullying. I'm awfully tired of being pushed around and being called different names.

I got up did my routine. I was wearing black pants, a white blazer ( back short sleeve shirt under ), Rolex watch, some Louboutin nude heels. I had my hair straight and I grabbed my bag. I hoped in my car and prayed to god that this year would be the best.

I walked into the school and everyone was staring at me. I was freaking out a little. Are they gunna throw stuff at me ? Are they gunna start punching me in the face ? Instead I got some smiles. How weird .. I just walked to my locker and put stuff in and took some out.

"Hey K" I turned to look who it was. It was my best friend Nina. I hugged her tightly. I haven't seen her for at least a month.

"How have you been doing ?" I asked she smiled and held my shoulders

"Good. You seem to be doing pretty good yourself. You look so different"

She was like holding my face and observing me. I laughed at her.

*BELL*

"C'mon lets go to histor-" I started saying and someone pushed me. I picked up my books quickly.

"Hey I didn't mean to.. KENDALL ?" I stopped picking my books up and got up. Our eyes met. It was him. Ryan Butler. Aka bully number 2. I looked the other way and Nina and I walked into class.

"Kendall. You look hot" he said as he followed me. I rolled my eyes and turned to him.

"Its funny that about months ago you said and I quote 'Kendall is the ugliest girl in this school' in the microphone at an assembly" I gave him some sass. He gave me big eyes and I puckered my lips and raised my eyebrow.

"Um. Well I'm not gunna lie your smashable" I looked at him in disgust. Then I just turned my attention to Nina. I was about to talk when. "Chaz over here" Ryan called him over.

No. I don't need both of them in the same room with me.

"Chaz look in front of me. What do you see ?" Ryan looked at me and then Chaz looked right at me. I couldn't take looking at them for so long. They make me so uncomfortable.

"A hot girl." He replied instantly. I rolled my eyes.

"Well its Kendall.." He said and Chaz gasped and he inspected my face.

"Like Zit face Kendall ? You mean ugly ugly disgusting Kendall ? Kendall Johnson ?" He asked Ryan who nodded at everything.

"No like I'm gunna kick your ass Kendall." I said giving them my mean mugging face. Nina laughed and they put their hands up in defense. Thats right bow down to the queen bitches. "Now can you stop staring at me like that ?" I flipped him off.

"Ohhh and she's fiesty" Chaz growled. Nina thought this whole thing was funny and just kept laughing everytime Ryan or Chaz said something. I just turned to Nina because I don't got time for these faggots.