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All dressed up tight and cozy in her pajamas, Sana takes a sip on her mug of hot milk as she snuggles with her dog pillow.

Her eyes were glued to the television, while her warm feet were covered in her favorite cozy socks since her bedroom was really cold. The only light that was on the surrounding was the lamp light beside her and the light coming from the televesion screen.

What a peaceful and cozy night it is.

Since Sana knows that she’s still undergoing through miscarriage, she just decided to dress up in her most comfortable pajamas rather than her sexiest nightdress that Nayeon suggested earlier.

Sana took few sips on her hot milk while still watching the television. She knows Tzuyu might come at any moment, though. But it seems like she went way too far from the plan that she told her best friend Nayeon.

And suddenly. . . her bedroom door opened quickly, ruining the chill moment that was happening around her.

“Sana, hello!” Tzuyu exclaimed as she turned on the lights and immediately put her bags down as Sana jumped off the bed and ran to her.

And with that, Tzuyu embraced Sana so tight and warm. She then kissed the older’s forehead as they pulled away from each other.

But then, Sana became sad as she teared up at the moment Tzuyu stared at her.

“Why, baby?” Tzuyu asked while holding Sana’s shoulders. Sana couldn’t help it but to cry hard and loud like a baby. Tzuyu jusy giggled silently since shr found Sana really cute while crying.

“I hate you for not being there when I had my miscarriage!!!” Sana yelled as she stomped her feet cutely towards the bed and collapsed herself on top of it, face first. Tzuyu smiled as she took her jacket off and shoes which left her in her sleeveless top and pants.

Tzuyu then went to the bed and climbed on top while sitting beside Sana who’s laying down on her stomach while crying.

“Baby. . .” Tzuyu gently said as she lifted her hand and caressed Sana’s back, “I’m sorry. I’m really sorry. I thought you were okay but you’re not. I understand you ’cause I also feel the same,” the latter continued while rubbing her warm hands against Sana’s clothed back gently.

Suddenly, Sana flipped her position as she laid down on her back and wiped her own tears while staring at the ceiling.

“I don’t know why but the thought of seeing and holding our baby was still stuck in my head,” Sana confessed, letting her tears fall through her cheeks freely. Tzuyu just stared at her sympathetically as the older kept on crying.

“And when I saw you from a while ago, I cried because I saw our baby in you. I don’t know how our baby looks like but I’m having guesses that he or she looks a lot like you. That’s why I cried. I’m sorry,” Sana added while still crying.

Tzuyu became gloomy yet she still showed up a smile, hoping she could make her lover happy. She laid down beside Sana and embraced her tight, as the older rested her head on the latter’s chest. There, they held hands as they both stared at it.

“I’m sorry, Sana. I’m sorry for not being there on your worst. I promise I won’t ever leave you again,” Tzuyu whispered as her other hand caressed Sana’s head gently.

Tzuyu stared at Sana as the older did too. Their eyes locked while their breaths fanned each other’s face since their lips were only a few inches away.

“I’m so sad that we lost our angel, Sana. We lost our little bundle of joy that early,” Tzuyu whispered before she kissed the tip of Sana’s nose, “But I promise you this. . . that I’ll spend the rest of my time with you. I want us to have a child of our own and be a family, Sana. Our relationship might be full of complications but that won’t change my love for you. I love you Sana,” she added before she pressed her lips against Sana, engaging themselves into a deep and passionate kiss.

The kiss lasted for a few seconds before Sana pulled away and smiled. She then hugged Tzuyu tightly as they snuggled at each other’s arms, feeling the love that was going in between them.

After that, Sana stared deeply into Tzuyu’s eyes while caressing the younger’s cheek with her warm hand.

“I love you too, Tzuyu.”