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“Look at the view, Tzuyu!” Jun exclaimed as he pointed out the bright moon above the calm waters of the sea while driving his car. They were driving for hours and they reached places already.

“Can we go there? Please?” Tzuyu begged as Jun just giggled at her before taking his focus back on driving. He drove to the beach since Tzuyu wanted to take a look.

As soon as they reached it, Tzuyu and Jun hopped off the car and roamed around the place. It was really peaceful and quiet since it’s midnight.

“Tzuyu, can I hold your hand?” Jun asked as Tzuyu just smiled at him. He slowly held the girl’s warm hands and intertwined his fingers into hers. They continued to walk while holding each other’s hands.

Tzuyu could feel her heart racing everytime she glances at Jun. She felt like it’s her first time to fall inlove with someone.

Wen Junhui is a famous model that she met accidentaly while on her vacation at New York two years ago. They met a lot of times at certain events which got them close to each other.

Jun became Tzuyu’s safe place as time goes by. He made Tzuyu feel that she’s a woman who deserves to be treated like one. Even though Jun already knew of her real condition, he never stopped being Tzuyu’s friend.

And that’s why Tzuyu fell inlove with him.

“You know what, Chou Tzuyu? I never expected you to be a part of my life,” Jun suddenly blurted out of nowhere as the two of them sat down the sand and watched the shining moon in front of them, “And now I’m glad that you’re not just a part of my life. . . you are my life,” he added as he stared at Tzuyu while smiling genuinely.

Tzuyu was smiling subtly as she continued to watch the starry night sky.

“When you told me about your condition, nothing changed. It never changed how I look at you,” Jun confessed in his gentlest voice, “That’s because I love you so much,” he uttered which caused Tzuyu to look at him.

“You really do love me?” Tzuyu asked as Jun nodded happily.

“I love you too, Junhui. I know I may not be that perfect girl that you’re looking for, but I’m happy that you still chose me,” Tzuyu said as she lifted her hand and caressed Jun’s warm cheek.

“I will change everything for you, Jun. I will do my best to make you happy and for us to be comfortable with each other,” Tzuyu softly said while Jun kissed her forehead, “But before that, I want to do one last thing,” she said as she grabbed the ring that she gave Sana from her pocket.

“Is that the ring that you gave your ex?” Jun asked as Tzuyu just nodded. Tzuyu stood up and went near the cold water while holding the ring.

She stared at it for a while which made her remember the memories that she shared with her love, Minatozaki Sana.

I see my future with you, Sapphire, and our future children. I love you so much, Minatozaki Sana.

Tears flowed from Tzuyu’s eyes quickly.

Her mind was suddenly flooded with thoughts that made her question. . .

Should I throw this?

She stared at the ring once again and kissed it while crying silently.

“Sana. . .” Tzuyu softly called out as she closed her eyes and let her tears fall much more, “I guess this is the right time to let you go and forget about what we had. It hurts, it really hurts to admit that you’re not with me anymore but I have to get over it. It hurts to admit that maybe you’re happy with someone else,” she whispered while still looking deeply at the ring.

“I have to be happy, too. And Jun gives me the happiness that you took away. He never left me and he taught me how to love again,” Tzuyu said once more as she aimed the ring on the sea, ready to throw it away.

She was crying, her hands were shaking but she can’t even move them.

“Minatozaki Sana, you are my greatest love. You and Sapphire were still the most beautiful thing to happen to me,” she said as she tried to throw the ring away but she ended up kneeling down the sand and putting the ring close to her heart while crying real hard.

“Sana, I miss you so much.”