Don't leave me ALONE

Chapter 11

Michael pov:
I woke up in agonizing pain in my not I went to the bathroom and looked at my poor but and my hole it had dry cum and blood I wanted to cry I told my self I wouldn't I turned on the shower and washed my hole good and cried then I got out and looked in the mirror and my thoughts came back
You should all ready be died yo Ulysses whore slut you deserve what you got.

I did what I do best cut my self it felt so... amazing be in control and that I did t feel like shit I got my cloths and covered my wrist and put on some clothes and then went down stairs

my dad saw me and he grabbed me and punched me and then said " you're such a slut you know that" I mutter "I know" and then he says"get out you pathetic whore" I go outside and I see kai pull up and he says he wants to give me a ride and when we get to school I get out with red cheeks because he says the most embarrassing things to me

I walk into the school and kai is by my side and he says "I broke up with Becky" it surprises me he says that I stutter a simple "really wh-why" he looks at me and say "I don't know" I was hoping he would say because he like me but he said I don't know I am relieved and upset

I am pulled out of my thoughts when he puts a arm on my shoulder and whispers "why did you wear those tight jeans" I look at him and blush and say "I thought y-you mi-mi-might ....umm like th-them"I say looking  down I don't think he likes them of course doesn't like them because you're wearing then you whore I feel tears in my eyes I'm not good enough for him he hates the pants he looks at me and says " why so sad it's ok no need to cry I love you in those pants it makes that big ass look so sexy" I blush and say "thank you" he then says "we have class let's go I'll see you at lunch" I say an ok and he kisses my cheek

I'm in math class and I hear people talking about me but I'm used to it I try to say interested but I zone out and think about kai slamming into my hole over and over and then the teacher calls me "Mr.Midnight are you with us" I look down and blush at my thoughts and people looking at me and say "umm...yea" Mr.graz says "ok now let's see if-" and then the bell rings and then he says class dismissed I get up to leave and go to lunch

I did try to skip lunch but I went to the bathroom first trying to avoid kai because of my thoughts in class when I walk in I see kai and his friends and I turn to leave when his friend says " hey where you going fag" I try to leave when he traps me and whispers " whats the rush why don't you get on your knees and suck us off" i look at him in shock and then I look around him and look at kai he looks at me with no emotion all I can think is told you your ugly he never liked you I'm just a slut he just used you

I am snapped out of my thoughts when he slaps me and says " the slut offered to gives us blow jobs" the look at me and smile wickedly I look at kai with pleading look all he does is smile like them why would he lie about liking me? Kiss me? Act like he cares? I feel my eyes tear up

His friend says " isn't that right" he grabs my jaw hard and I look at him and he says "right" I look at the boys and then kai and nod my head he forced me on my knees unzips his pants and I look at his shaft it's huge and he says "open wide" he shoes my head up and down and his friends look so happy to get a turn I'm full on crying once I'm done with him and his friends I get to kai he looks at me with cold eyes and say " suck you pathetic cock slut" I open my mouth he forces my head all the ways down I do my best and I look the top he comes in my mouth and says "that was horrible for a faggot you did horrible" and then he slaps me and they muscle me and beat me till I'm begging them to stop "please stop.....it-it hi-hurts!!"they keep going after 20 minutes they stop and kai looks at me with hurt,and forgiveness and then they walk away laughing

I sit there till the end of the day I get up and wince I go to the mirror and I look at my self and I look horrible and my throat is dry and then I go home and think why did he do this? Was this his plan all along? Was  just a game to him? I knew I was t enough for him

I cry just cry and cut my wrist and leg every where why me? I fall asleep and think Why kai I trusted you?

I feel so Alone

(A/N) Hey I'm sorry I had to do this to Michael poor babe and kai is just a asshole he trusted you will Michael forgive kai
Also tell me what you think in the comments and tell your friends about me and I'm #60 in bullied yay oh and there is a pic of Michael butt yup I'm a weirdo bye

Glexper x