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by irish_chick7

by irish_chick7

*That night*

"Good luck boys!" I hugged them all before they went one stage, this was my second concert i have been too the whole time we have been on tour. The boys ran on stage and i looked at Ari "So after the concert we ae all going out to dinner, and Ashton and i are going to tell the guys" I smiled "Im so excited, i know you are really early but still this is great." She hugged me. We watched our boys one stage dance and jump and do what they love, i snapped a few pictures, great ones too and posted them on twitter.

"THANK YOU FOR HAVING US, WE ARE 5 SECONDS OF SUMMER GOOD NIGHT!" Ashton yelled as they played their last cord. All at once they ran off stage, they smelled. "Ooo i would hug you" i covered my nose "But yall smell" I said and everyone laughed "Okay we will go shower meet us at the black van in 15 minutes and we will go to dinner" Ashton gave me a quick kiss and headed towards the showers, Michael did the same for ari and the rest of the boys followed michael to the shower. "Lets go pregs" Ari said pulling my arm "Shhhh" I laughed and we walked to the can.

*At dinner*

"This Chicken is so good!" I said and took another bite of my food "its is, but i think its time." Ashton said out loud and i nodded "time for what?" Calum spoke up "We have to tell you something." I Stood up, ashton stood next to me. "Well..." I looked at ashton "Im pregnant." I blurted out with a smile and they just looked at me. "what?" Luke said with a serious face "Why arent you guys happy?" Ashton frowned. "Why arent we happy?! Our careers are staring to take off, and you are having a baby what the hell are you thinking." Calum stood up. "Guys comeon we should be happ for th-" Michael started to say but luke cut him off "No,did you two think the effect it would have on the band? NO you didnt, im full." He stood up with calum and walked outside to the van. I let out a sob. "Im sorry." Ashton shook his head "Dont be babe, they will come around, they will love him or her. I promise. They are just in shock." He kissed my forehead. "Okay.." we finished the rest of our food and paied for dinner. " Hey mikey thanks for not freaking out." I said and hugged him when we went outside. "No problem, i mean i cant wait to be Uncle Mikey" He winked and got in the van.

When we got back to the tour bus no one talked to anyone, we just went stright to bed. "I love you" Ashton kissed my forehead as we laied in his bunk "I love you too"

It was a long night, i couldnt sleep but it was okay we didnt have anything planned the next day, the boys had time off. I wanted to talk to my mom when i woke up so i went and called her. "Hey mom" I said into the phone "Hi darling" She sounded sad "Mom whats wrong." As soon as i said that i heard her sob. "Mom, mom what is wrong!?" I like screamed into the phone "Its your brother..he died last night." I stayed silent. "He was walking back to the base when he suffered a heart attack"she sobbed even harder. "When is the viewing." Was all i could say "2 weeks." I nodded to myself "Ill be there." She sighed "I miss you, ive got to go. love you" She said and hung up. i was in the back of the bus, no one else was around me. I didnt know what to do, i went to stand up but my knees went weak and i fell to the floor with and made a loud noise, i started crying, really hard. Someone came running into the room and i looked up, "Oh my god, Indy, are you okay" Luke knelt down and tried to get me off the floor but i shook my head "No, no, no, no!!" i scraemd and he jumped back. "Indy whats wrong! Let me help you!" He tried again but i protested "YOU DONT EVEN LIKE ME, I MESS EVERYTHING UP!" i screamed and cried even harder. "ASHTON!" luke yelled behind him and Ash came running "luk- Indy what happened?!" He said kneeling down next to me. "M-my brother is dead." I looked up at ashton to see him in shock, luke too. "Indy, im s-" "i want Ari. where is she." I stood up still crying. "In michael's bunk." Luke said and i pushed passed him.

"He's gone, he is really gone." I sobbed into Ari's lap, she was upset to, he was like a older brother to her since she was a little girl. "I know, i know calm down, this isnt good for the baby" she rubbed my back. i looked up at her, "He will never know him/her. I was going to call him last night but i forgot. Im so stupid." "Indy there is nothing you could have done, and Erick will know the baby, the baby has an angel looking after it." She smiled at me and i smiled too, "Im going to go see what the guys are doing really quick, ill be right back." She said and got up off the sofa in the back room. Five minutes later Ashton walked in, "can i come in?" He asked and i nodded. "Im sorry for not wanting to talk to you earilier." i frowned "its okay you were upset and wanted your best friend i understand." He put his arm around me. "He would have loved you." I cuddled into ashton "I bet i would have loved him, but not as much as i love you." I smiled at his cuteness "I think im done crying for now." I laughed and he smiled "good, i dont like when pretty girls cry" Ash kissed my cheek. "Its in 2 weeks, the viewing i want you and the guys to come, oh my gosh luke!" I realized what i said to him earlier "He hates me now doesnt he." I put my face in my hands. "No we talked he understands." Ashton rubbed my back "I think i should go talk to him." He nodded.

I walked out into the kitchen/ living room area and saw everyone watching tv, "Hey guys.." I said shyly "Indy!" they all said "How are you feeling?" Calum asked me and i nodded "Better, much better." I looked at Luke "Luke im sorry for what i yelled at you earlier." I put my head down "No im sorry for making you that i dont like you and that you mess everything up, i was just mad last night, no more like jealous, but im really happy you and Ashton are having a baby, im mean come on im going to be an uncle." He smiled and calum spoke up again "Yeah me too, im sorry for last night and storming off like that." He smiled i opened my arms to the two boys and said "wanna hug it out?" They both ran over to me and gave me a small hug.

"i want you all to go with me to the viewing."

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sorry it took so long to update!!!

love yall. xx