I'm really sorry for not updating!! Exams,exams, exams!! Seriously sorry!!
Farah's pov:
(Inner thoughts)
No one loves me. Everyone hates me. No one cares about me. I'm disgusting. I'm not supposed to live. I should just kill myself.
The four biggest lies you'll ever hear are:
It gets better.
When?
You'll be okay.
No,I won't.
It's alright.
No it's not.
I'm here for you.
Bullshit.
You must have heard those lines once in ur life,right? And you would've believed the person who said that,right? And when u needed that person the most,they weren't there for you,RIGHT?!
THEN WHY THE FUCK DID U BELIEVE THEM BECAUSE I KNOW YOU FELT THAT THEY WOULD DITCH U!! I KNOW U HAD THAT FEELING!! DO NOT DARE TO LIE TO ME!! U KNEW IT ALL THE TIME BUT STILL!! AND NOW,LOOK AT U!! CRYING IN UR BED THE WHOLE NIGHT AND THEN PUTTING ON A MASK OF ABSOLUTE HAPPINESS!!!
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Why do u like so good damn much? Why don't u just tell them that ur broken? Dead from inside? Why?
"Because...I'm....I'm...I'm sacred...."
SCARED OF WHAT?!
"Scared of their spiteful faces....scared of their glares...scared of their disgust...scared of the whispers...but most of all..I'm...scared of myself..."
You're A PATHETIC PIECE OF SHIT!! UR A WASTE OF SPACE! NOW I GET IT ON WHY U DON'T HAVE ANY FRIENDS! UR A LOSER! A COWARD! THATS WHY NO ONE LOVES U! UR A MISTAKE!!
"No..make it stop..that's not true...ur lying..stop it...STOP IT! NO! I DONT WANNA HEAR IT ANYMORE! URASAI! AAHHHH HH!!!"
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that's all guys! Sorry if it's short!! I was seriously busy during exams because of all the stress and shit. But now they have ended. Alright then,sayonara!!
YOU ARE READING
Sad/Depression Quotes
Short StoryI changed this to a suicide quotation book. It's easier for me to update this way.
