Lucky 4

Born lucky

*Lacey* 20

I unlock the door to my 2 bedrrom apartment to be slapped down to the floor by my sons father rico. "Bitch where the fuck have you been?" I was at work rico i tried--- I was cut off by a kick in the ribs. Aghh i cried out in agony "You aint try to do shit if you did i wouldve talked to you and know where the fuck you was now tell me where the fuck you been lacey before i beat your ass again" he said taking off his belt. Rico i had to pull an extra shift i swear thats all. "Thats all? Thats all?!!!" Yes i promise ive been at work all day please believe me. "So that mean you made me some tips hu, you made daddy some tips bitch?" He reached over in my pockets and in my purse to take the lil money i did have. "Get the fuck up i want some sex." Rico i dont wanna have sex not tonight. "you dont wanna do what, since when do you tell me what the fuck you dont want to do lacey these ass whoopings must not be paying off on your ass" He hit me across the face with the belt non stop i felt the blood trickiling down my face and i knew my face was swollen, Rico stop please stop i screamed as he drug me across the carpet from the front door to the bedroom, i knew i had carpet burns all over my body. Before rico slammed our bedroom door i looked into the eyes of my 6 year old son Mason standing in his door way with tears in his eyes i saw the hurt all over his face because he was tired of seeing me go through this but if i tried to leave he would kill me. Behind the closed door rico ripped off mhy diner uniforms and i tried to fight but he punched me in my nose, he forcefully slammed himself in me i felt him rip my insides and my body just went numb as i laid there on the floor to be raped by my own boyfriend the man who i thought loved me, he told me he would never hurt me. i felt rico release inside of me then he got up kicked me and told me to get in the shower, i did as i was told to avoid another beating, i was so tired of this and i had to do something before he killed me. I stood in the shower and cried my eyes out my life has been messed up simce my mother put me out because she found i was pregnant at 15. As the tears fell down i decided it wwas time for me to do something about this because Mason didnt deserve to see me beat like this by his own father who even treated him like shit.

When i got out the shower rico was knocked out i knew he was gone for the night i quickly and quietly packed all my clothes in 2 duffle bags and the 4 pair of shoes i did have i stuffed my hygiene things in and ran into masons room to do the same as i was doing so i caught a glimpse of my badly beat face in the mirror that made me move quicker i called a cab in the midst of grabbing masons clothes. I had a stash of money inmasons room it wasnt much but it was enough i struggled with our 6 bags and mason on my hip down the stairs of our apartment building and into the cab, as soon as the cab was driving off i saw the light of the apartment i once lived in cut on i knew he was going crazy and im glad we got away but now where are we gonna go.

Kaylee 19

After i finished my set on the stage i made my way to the locker room to count my money i made 1000 dollars tonight but of coursse i had to give the owner his cut and the dj that left me with 600 or thats what i would have until i got home and my boyfriend took it. I caught the city bus to my one bedroom apartment i shared with my daughter lexia and my boyfriend daniel it wasnt much at all but at least i had somewhere to lay my head everynight. When i walked up to my door i heard a bunch of noise, i walked in to a smoke filled room with bitches every where and my daughter sitting over in the corner crying. My poor baby. " Kaylee run me my money " Damn daniel can i have something for myself and my daughter. "Cut the fucking music off, What the fuck you just said kaylee" He punched me in my mouth before i could even respond . "Get the fuck up and dance for us hoe you dance for them niggas at the club so dance for us" I got up and did as i was told with tears in my eyes. I felt so dirty and disgusting dancing in front of them mainly in front of my daughter she shouldnt see me going through this, i just hope she dont have to go through this in life. They were throwing pennies and quarters at me and the shit hurted, i just cried until the song ended. " Get off thge table hoe and come here" said daniel. He pulled off my clothes as his homeboys watched, my daughter covered her face and balled her eyes out. Daniel started touching on me and then he flipped me over a rammed his "Man" in my ass i cried put in pain it hurted so bad then one of his friends came over in front of me a demanded i suck him off, i didnt have a choice because daniel grabbed my neck and forced my mouth down on the dude, i felt i was drowning in my own tears. They all took turns on me it was about 6 dudes and 2 women it was so nasty i felt nasty as hell. "Get yo hoe ass off of me bitch and go wash up" said daniel. I grabbed my daughter and ran to my to the bathroom i locked the door and ran me some bath water i sat on the toilet and held my daughter as i cried she was only 4 and she said "why mommy why them do mean to you mommy i hate them" Dont say that baby girl your not suppose to hate anyone but deep down in side i hated them too but i wasnt about to teach my baby girl that, i soaked in the tub as lexia played games on my phone. I just watched her as i was in the tub and i knew for a fact i had to get out before it was too late, what if he did something to my child then i would feel like its my fault because i shouldve been left him alone. I heard the door slam and all of the noise was gone i waited a few more minutes and didnt hear anything i said lexia baby go in the room get you dora duffle bag and pack all of your clothes shoes and hair stuff as fast asm you can okay dont stop for anything. I knew it was a matter of time before he came back so i got out the tub and went to do the same thing. Ive never got all my shit together so fast lexia was done right when i got done my baby girl was smart. We took off out the small apartment not once looking back and ran down the street.

Maliyah 18

when i got off from the club i made my way to my fairly new honda and drove home. I swear i hated going home you would too if you had a father who beats on you and rapes you and your mother doesnt do anything about it. I pulled into our high class home to see my dad standing in the door with a belt in his hand. "maliyah where have you been get ya ass in here do you know what time it is" i walked in the house and he slapped me with the belt across my face. My mom stood there and watched as he kicked me in my stomach and punched on me my body was so numb i just laid there on the floor all i could feel was the tears, i was snapped out of my thoughts when he said "Maliyah where the fuck were you im not gone ask you again" i wasnt gonna tell them i was a stripper, i was saving money so i can one day get myself out of this. I didnt say anthing and he jumped on me and started choking me, i was gagging and coughing until i passed out. 

When i woke up the clock read 4 A.M i went and hopped in the shower i looked at the brusies on my body and broke down i thought your parents was suppose to love you not hurt you and beat on you like your a stranger in the streets, i was a straight A student and never got in trouble god what did i do to deserve this llife i guess i got really lucky huh. i went in my room and packed up all of ,my clothes in this huge duffle bag. i ran down the stairs of the house and knocked over a glass vase i didnt even look back i just kept running to my car until i got in and locked my doors i saw my father running towards the car, i started it and took off speeding down the street i turned off into this run down neighborhhood and almost hit this woman and her kid i stopped to make sure they were okay and to help them pick up their bags she looked up to say thank you instead she said " Maliyah what happen to you are you okay" i should be asking you the same thing kaylee are you okay and i didnt know you had a daughter. It looks like we're running from the same thing how bout you both ride with me its too dangerous to be out here walking. Kaylee and i work at the same club we've never saif anything but hi and bye to each other. I had no intentions on going back home but i know they would probably look for me so i needed to get away , we needed to get away and fast.

Nicki 17

Stop please leave me alone why do you always do this to me. " We're just playing a game shawty its cool" i dont want to play this game please dont do this i dont like this game it hurts i said then the oldest guy in the foster home i live in forced himself on me. My mom left me in this place years ago she told me she was going to the corner store for some milk and she never came back. i wonder why she left me in this terrible place i hated it here and i hated her from leaving me here all alone only to molested by different men here every single night. i tried to tell the house mother but all she said was "girl you got the goods and i see you walking around here throwing yourself at these men they just trying to give you what you asking for dont get scared now" i hated her from saying that to me because i never did any of those things. One day i was gonna get away from here and today was gonna be that day i grabbed what little things i did havea few hours after being raped and i ran down the side walk i saw a honda flying past me and they slowed down when coming towards me which made me only run faster" We just wanna help you little girl we're running too honey dont be scared." i contemplated until i seen the dudes from the foster home running after me, i got in the car with them and hoped to never see this place again.

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