Its over a week now that I left home and its been an amazing stay here and
I really love it here.
" steeela, Stella,... Oh there you are, don't think you can do what ever you like we just took you in because of your miserable situation, this is not your castle and it won't be, is that clear?, and is that my dress you are wearing?,how dare you! ".
'I'm so sorry its not gonna happen again '.
"It better not or your leaving this house".
Wow, I always knew she was that way but never thought she could go that extreme.
#Mum, you shouldn't have left, now everything is upsidedown, I love you mom.
I wish you were still here, maybe a last night, I want you back, please come back, I have lost my sense of happiness and the moments that we spent together keeps running through my mind like a video.
Mom, I will never forget you, I will always put a smile on your face #.
"Hey, Maddy, why did you speak to Stell. . that way, how rude can you be, she our guest we are meant to treat her with warm greetings and respect and make her feel at home, this is her home now, and I want you to get that into your head, OK?.
"Yeah, I'm sorry",.... now go tell her that and be sober or you gonna do one hundred squats till mom comes home.
*st..... Stell.. Ll.... Stella, look I'm so so sorry for the way I spoke to you earlier, please don't be mad OK?, you are totally free to stay here, as long as you want, please forgive me*.
Its OK mad., I forgive you, it's not your fault, you're absolutely right to say that, cause its not cool having someone infringe on your space and privacy. I totally get it and I forgive you again.
"Thanks a lot, hey you want me to show you around the neighborhood? "
That will be pretty,thanks
"Its my pleasure, come on".
Maddie and I are going to see the neighborhood, how amazing,
"Queen are you coming"?.
#nope, sought of busy with my PC, go have fun, see you later OK?
Love youuu #.
