"She's just my ex ".
"I can explain ".What the hell of a statement was that?, who does that?, does he think I'm a piece of trash, he can use and dump the next minute?.
So many rhetorical questions there.
I was so mad, annoyed and felt like having a pound of flesh, she had no guts to do that!.I kept yelling with so much energy that Maddie walked in without my knowing it.
Ronald, Ronald, Ronald...
I said repeatedly with so much certainty that he was going to pay.
Just about making the last statement Maddie let out the "it's enough" yell.
" I get it ", she said."I'm sorry, maybe he doesn't want her back and still has that big space just for you", she said with a thin smile and left me in the quiet room to ponder.
Ronald is an ass, he's a big fat ass, for doing this to me, I thought I found true love for once,
As I lay on my bad, soon I broke into tears which streamed down cheeks.Maddie, maddieee, I called out, still in tears.
"Yeah, do you feel better? ", she asked rubbing my forehead.
Nooooooo, I cried.
Please call queen for me, I need her now."OK", she replied and left.
Immediately, I got a text on my phone, but I didn't read it, because of the name that appeared. (Ronald's)."Honey, are you still like this?, come on, get up, you need a shower like now, before I can do any talking, so bots up the bed now, alright?". She said.
She's just like my late mum. Seems she took everything about her.
OK, I will go have a shower, mummy.
I said, as she laughed hilariously.
I just didn't want to laugh."Yes baby, I'm waiting, hurry up ". She finally said, sitting in my bed.
I got into the shower and had a quick bath, no time to splash.
I'm out!, I said to queen
"Oh darling, that was quick ", she said getting me some clothes from my drawer.
"This should suit you ", she said
I dressed up fast and waited as she touched up my face, to brighten up my face a little."I'll go the park after shopping, OK?, and you're coming with me, I'm not leaving you in this sad environment you've created, listen, maybe he's right, she's an ex!". She said
Do you know her I asked with so much energy.
"Yes I do". Came her reply.You did, and you didn't let me know before I mad the worse decision of my life to go out with him, but queen, why?.
I said dropping into my bed."Hey, put yourself together you're not a baby, I will tell you every single thing, but let's get going we're running out of time ". She assured me.
Fine, I said looking Moody.
OK, let's just go, maybe I'll catch a new butterfly in my belly."Oh girl, you make me laugh, silly ".
She said holding my hand.So we left the house and got to Remgland close. And queen stopped a cab.
"Victoria's complex please ", she said as we got in."That's 50$", said the cab driver.
"Okay, got it ", queen said gesturing 'I know that'.We arrived at Victoria's shopping complex, downtown.
It was so beautiful. Lots of human beings everywhere, what a sight, I sighed."it's a beautiful place, built by the last president, after a non peaceful protest", she said.
We took the time elevator to the second floor 🤣, whoohoo so wonderful , I thought.
Firstly, we got some clothes, shoes, a d food food stuffs.
I love the shoe I got so much, it fitted and I felt good in them.
Thanks queen, I said.
"Thanks?, you don't need to thank me, thank God for the provision, and you're not new anymore, you are part of the family, we love you, Ok? ", she said hugging me.For the first time since I left the house, I felt good, genuinely speaking.
We got other things and left the complex to the park.It was difficult carrying all the items we bought but we just had to manage and not complain.
We got to north public park and lodge.
It was so airy and welcoming there.
There were lots of people as well. Moving from top to bottom.
Well, it's always going to be there, the urge to try something new and different.
"Hey, over here", queen said to me, as she noticed that I had been carried for a while, starring into space.We got smoothies and hotdog.
We ate and talked.
After that I decided to go swing by the edge of the park.
It was really beautiful."So the lady that kissed, you know who, is Samantha, she was his first crush back in those days, but things didn't really work out as planned, she started acting weird and other things followed it, which I don't know, at the end of the day, he found out that she was with someone else and that drove him crazy, so he couldn't put up with her anymore, even fort he fact that she lied to him, that he was the only one, so he broke up with her, so, I don't think you should be mad, I wanted you to suck it in real good, before u mad any comments, he really likes you believe me, I've never seen him that happy since Samantha left and ruined his life, I say you give him another chance but don't just throw yourself at him, you know what I mean"she said
Yeah, but where does she live?
I asked, waiting for the answer I've wanted so desperately."I'm not telling you, let her be, Roddy, might think wrong of you, so that question is not necessary, babe", she said.
I wasn't going to hurt her, a warning would have been cute, you know."I said forget her", she said sternly.
We explored some other parts of the park, after which we hurried home as it was about 4:50 in the evening.
We got home and as exhausted we were, we crashed to our beds.