sexy ryan

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Despite the cold air of the forest, her hands were hot and clammy as her heart danced to the whisper of the gnarled branches; long fingers reaching out to grab her. Hesitating, she turned around and ran. surely, ryan couldn't have followed her. she must have been imagining things.

Ryan, her ex boyfriend, a tall, pale skinned, and handsome sculpted faced man. he has been popping up a lot lately, many follow requests on face book. Or, just in the streets but it started to get suspicious, the touch of the boney fingers against her cold skin felt familiar, like that last cold cinnamon autumn, which felt like yesterday. Linda shivered, remembering the sensation of ryan's cold fingers carefully tracing circles on her thighs, how his finger tips were lightly skimming her warm skin. Suddenly, she felt warm amongst the dark silhouettes of the trees surrounding her, as if a warm welcoming presence was near.

Coming to a halt, she stopped running and smiled to herself as she saw a familiar shadow behind the dense brambles. She was confused. She knew she shouldn't be happy to see him, but she couldn't deny the flutter she felt in her stomach.

It was a warm sensation that blanketed her cold body beneath the withering autumn leaves. but no, she couldn't, he left her for no other than katie mills. the smile faded, and formed a glare, as all the memories ran through her of the dreadful night she found her beloved boyfriend, in bed with her best friend. her legs picked up the pace against and she directed herself back home, trying to get him off her mind.

Ignoring his beckoning shouts of misery, she didn't look back, knowing that if she did she would fall once again into the black hole of pain. Hot tears ran down her flushed cheeks, tasting salt as she ran recklessly through the forest, stumbling over sticks and stones. She had no where to go. She had nobody to run to this time. Ryan was her one and only hope...

...but that was the past. She hated him and his strangely alluring scent, his perfectly carved body and his personality she used to love so much.
In fact, she couldn't stand him. Now all of his dreaded lies gushed through her mind like a waterfall, she questioned herself. Why would she fall for such a monster like Ryan Matthews? She hated herself for it, and she hated how she ran back to him everytime. But not this time. Linda refused to give him anymore of her trust.

the memories wouldn't stop running through her mind, the heart warming ones, the cold ones full of misery and despair, it was all too much. why couldn't he just leave her alone? her feet stumbled across the street that her and ryan held hands and walked along together a long time ago, when everything was perfect. all of that was gone just like that, so many emotions were running through her shattered heart.

she ignored the sounds of his heavy boots crushing the leaves behind her, wanting nothing more than to turn around and kiss him but also kill him. If this is what love felt like, linda never wanted to fall for it again.

suddenly, she felt cold clammy fingers grab her wrist harshly, dragging her back into a hard chest. She screamed and waved her limbs around in desperation, only for long nails to be dug deeply into her fragile skin. she hissed in pain as she was slammed into a wall; legs shaking as they gave out beneath her. She sank onto the floor, tears falling onto the big black boots on either side of her. She looked up, only to meet ryan's piercing gaze, his dark eyes tearing through her body.

no other sounds could be heard other then her heavy, exhausted breaths, and stuttering sobs. she looked down at the floor in despise, her street was only a few steps away. ryan kneeled down, she felt warm breaths against the goosebumps on her neck, catching her attention and bringing her back to reality. jessica quickly reached her hands out, and pushed them harshly against his broad shoulders pushing him down to the cold hard floor.

she stood up and took a stride the the left, trying to escape him.  However her heart sunk to her stomach as she felt two muscular arms wrap round her stomach, carefully embracing her into his chest. Jessica held back tears as his head settled into the crook of her neck and breathed out.
Shivers ran down her spine as ryan planted a gentle kiss on the warm skin, sighing in relief against her neck.

she could remembe the sudden feeling so well, his arms wrapping around her body, and happiness flushing through her body. but she was confused, why did he suddenly want her again, and why did she suddenly forgive him after all these months. she wanted answers to his actions, but she couldn't think straight as she felt his soft lips against her skin once again.

suddenly, she knew what she wanted. She craved his touch and the bliss he made her enter. she moaned as ryan gently grazed her hot skin with his teeth, then flattened his warm tongue against the mark, licking and tasting her scent. the gentle licks and pecks soon turned to open mouth kisses. She couldn't control herself anymore, pure contentment flooding her senses.

her knees got weak with his touch, she lost control and didn't think of the despair he brought her. she could only think of the pleasure, but it all changed when she thought about how her best friend could've felt the same way not so long ago. her mood changed, she pushed him away again. her sudden reaction made ryan confused and stumble back again.

ryan gazed at her with hooded eyes, heavy with lust and desire. "please jessica, just one kiss and i'll leave you alone for as long as you want. You're always on my mind baby girl, you make me crazy" he whispered, his voice raspy and deeper than usual. Jessica gulped, wanting nothing more than the kiss. but she knew that once she started, she would loose all self control and would be vulnerable to her alluring but stupid ex
"you're not tricking me that easy, you said just one kiss at katie's party last week and you know what ended up happening. just leave me alone." her words came out harsher then expected, ryan's changing expression shown his negative reaction very well.

his once lusty eyes were now mirroring anger and despise. "katie is hotter anyway, i swear to god she makes me hard just thinking about her" he growled, pushing jess back into the wall. She winced, feeling blood trickle down her bruised back. She rubbed her temples, feeling a migraine coming on as her head bounced off the concrete wall behind her.
"just wait baby girl, i'll get my revenge someday and you'll come running back into my arms again"

she groaned in response, and gave him a glare. the moonlight giving a shining reflection into his angered eyes. he got his hands off her and turned around, then walked away with out a word to be said. he disappeared into the shadows beneath the gloomy trees. jessica stood in shock and confusion, he was running through her mind again and all other thoughts were gone other then ryan.

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