Bad Girl- Red Velvet ff

5

I was on my way to see Chan and honestly I was nervous. He's been acting different lately. Especially affection wise. He said he wanted to celebrate our wins but his tone and eyes were saying something completely different. I just couldn't tell what it was. He's been kinda creeping me out, giving me anxiety. I keep thinking maybe VIVI is right that he is cheating on me or he wants to break up. But I don't want to jump to conclusions.

"Hey" he says as he opens the door.

"Hi" I walk in and take off my shoes. "So what are we doing?" I question.

"Just as I said. Celebrating our wins." He says bringing over a bottle of wine.

"You know I don't drink"

"Just a little. For me?" He pouts and I give in.

"Fine." I sit down on the sofa and he does the same pouring us both a glass. "Is this all you meant by celebrating? Just drinking?"

"No there's more later." He smiles at me. But not his usual bright smile that gives me life this one seemed unusual but I dismissed it.
*Bing* my phone goes of and I check it.

Irene-
Wanna hang out Saturday?

Me-
Sure. Where?

Irene-
I'll text you the address

Me-
Ok

She was so straight forward despite what I thought she would be.

"Yah! Who are you texting and smiling at in front of me?" Chan brings me back to reality.

"Nobody, just Irene. She was just asking if I wanted to hang out with her Saturday."

"Okay. As long as it's not some other guy. I don't want anyone taking my place" he pouts

"No one can take your place" I nudge him. He takes one last sip of his drink before grabbing my hand and pulling me up. "Where are we going?"

"To celebrate" he says. And I still have no idea what he's talking about. He pulls me to the back of the house and into his room. I still didn't understand what was going on because, ya know , I'm slow and I don't understand basic human interactions. I don't realize it until he pushes me against the wall and starts kissing me. All so new to me I don't know ow what to do until I hear him start to undo his belt and that's when I push him away.

"Chan. We need to talk" I say sitting down on the bed and he sits down next to me. But instead if sitting down and still to talk and moves toward my neck. I was ready to push him away but instead I moan. And I finally compose myself and push him away.

"What happened? Did I do something wrong?"

"Yes, you did"

"I'm sorry. What was it? I'll do better next time."

"No that's-" I take a deep breath before continuing. "Are you okay?"

"Yeah. Why do you ask?"

"You've been acting strange lately." I say and he cocks his head to the side in confusion. "You've been moving kinda fast."

"You don't like it?"

"No it's not that. It's just we agreed to go slow and after a year you're suddenly starting to hold my hand and kiss me. You seem rushed. Like your forcing yourself."

"Trust me. I'm not forcing myself. I just felt I wasn't showing you enough affection for the past year. And I wanted to show you how much I like you."

"This is what I mean. You haven't even told me you love me yet and you wanna go straight to the bedroom" I stand getting slightly angry. He stands up slowly right after me and grabs my hands in his.

"Of course I love you. I just never said those words to a girl before so I don't know how or if it's right"

"Really?" I ask and he nods. I hug him in reconciliation. He pulls away from the hug

"So can I? Or are you still at ready? I'll respect your wishes either way." He says looking me in my eyes showing sincerity.

"Well. I. Uh. I-"

To be continued......