How I Feel

Fucking Shitty Life!

Anxiety is the worst thing that could exist, you're shacking so much on the inside that you can't even move your finger or wipe your tears 'cause you're not able to deal with anything anymore. Life is hard and so easy at the same time, but you know some people are only in your life to mix shit together and after that leave. Others are there to take your friends and change them so they can never be like before(fuck those kind of person) . Sometimes you cry and you scream like there's no end. Other times you just want life to stop for bit 'cause you feel like there's no fucking end. Hopefully they're some good friends who are there to cheer you up when those situations are going to or happen. And i forgot those who tells you that they are your friends but they just use you. Actually now this is all mixed up together. Just imagine how shitty I feel, actually I wanna die rn! You know when you are that sad that you can't cry, you feel like you don't have a soul. You know that feeling??? just please tell me i'm not the only one! Just cried for the last 30 minutes and now feel like i'm going to throw up my entire life. Tomorrow is going to be something that I don't want to live, is being dead for a few days is too much to ask sometimes??? Yeah probably! THIS IS JUST HOW I FEEL 🖤DON'T WANT ANY FEED BACK! 💔🖤