"Ever since your gone , she can't fuck you like I can" - XXX ==================================================================================== Xodia Welsher Date : A random day in November Pov : 1st
Journal entry #5
I don't remember much,
Expect seeing you with her,
It was like you were dead in there,
I remember it clearly,
I remember your smile , your sent
It eats me alive now,
I try not to remember,
How could i waste so much love on,
Someone who didn't love,
Even after everything , i was worthless,
You add onto the reasons I don't wanna,
Live anymore,
Journal Entry Over Since I can't find my book I write my entry on my computer, hoping that one day I will be able to write it in my book. Being suspended means I had to much time on my hands. I was constantly in my thoughts sometimes so much so that , I'd wish I was at school. Jahseh has happily been with Franny so I've heard and my heart ached . She was right , I wasn't his type ... she was his type .. he wanted beautiful girls not regular ole nobody's.
718 - 935 - 1230 would like to FaceTime ....
I looked at my phone hesitant to pick it up. I put my thumb on the camera , cause I wasn't exactly sure who this was.
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"Who's this." I say in the warmest voice possible, till I look over my thumb and see his face , I nearly have a heart attack.
"This is X , This Xodi right ?"
"Ye.. -ah."
"I just wanted to let you know I have your book." He says with a smirk on his face. Automatically telling me I'm not getting it back without a fight.
"Look Jah I mean Jahseh , i just want my book back , You won't hear from me after that , that book is personal. I need it back."
I say my voice almost breaking .. he just looks in the camera.
"I like it I think I'll hold onto it a little while longer"
I'm in full blown tears right now. That book .. almost every entry about him how could someone so beautiful be so mean hearted.
"JAHSEH I NEED MY FUCKEN BOOK BACK , ITS FUCKEN PERSONAL"
I start to break down after that , almost hanging up.
"Calm the fuck down vro , I'll give you your dumb ass book back , but only on my terms and don't worry I only read that one entry, if you don't listen to me , I'll expose your lil book and fantasies about someone ... popping your pussy"
My heart sunk , pure heart ache filled my heart. You beautiful monster.
"Fi .. iii .. nnee"
I say my voice not really getting the words out.
"Stop that fucken stuttering and meet me on crosstown Avenue tomorrow 6:00pm , tell anyone where your going and your book , the thing you hold dearest , will be public news"
(// I was wondering do you think I should change this chapter ? Like ion want no one to be butt hurt .. anyways shoutout to my best fucken friend I love you ... even though you rushed me to update this like the dick face you are && I know this was short but at least it's something //)
