Long Distance Love

Days after

Taylor left a couple days ago to go back home and nobody new we were together. But I had to break up with Edward because it wasn't fair what I was doing.

Me: We need to talk. Can you come over?

Edward: of course I'll be there in an hour.

I didn't know what I was going to tell him. I put my hair up into a ponytail and I threw on some sweatpants and a black tank top with a black bralette. I walked downstairs and saw my him

"Hey sweetie!" She says

"Hey mom!" I said sitting on the couch

"Are you okay?" She asked

"No I just don't know what to do" I said

"What's up?" She said sitting down next to me

"Well Taylor told me he wants more then a friendship and I really like him and with Edward I really like him too but we've been together for a while and my feelings aren't getting stronger" I said

"I like both boys they are both very nice. But you have to go with your heart" she said smiling

"I know I think I know what I have to do" I said as I heard a knock on the door which was Edward

I walk over to the door to open it.

"He babe!" He said smiling as he kisses my forehead

"Mom wee going to go upstairs to talk?" I asked

"Of course!" She said smiling

We go up to my room and I quietly close the door to my room. I turn around and Edward pushes me up against the door kissing me.

"Babe!" I said as he kissed my neck

"Okay let's talk!" He said smiling as he sat on my bed

"I need a break!" I burst out

"What do you mean?" He said putting his hand on my thigh

"I need to focus on myself and figure out what I want in life." I said looking at him

"I understand! But Jade I want you to know that I love you and I always will! You are special!" He said kissing me

I kissed him back as he cupped my face. The kiss was passionate but I didn't feel anything other then the kiss. Edward gets up and walks out. I couldn't tell him I was in love with Taylor and that was the reason. It would be to much heart break. I look over at my phone and saw a pic from Taylor.

Taylor: hey princess! <3 my family isn't coming down for Christmas my grandmother is coming to us this year. But I talked with my mom and after Christmas for the rest of winter break my mom said I could come see you! Only if it's okay with your mom!

Me: I would have to talk with her. But I wouldn't see why that would be a problem! :)

Taylor: great! Let me know! I miss you already

I wanted to do something special keeping his interest. I put my hair down and took off my clothes and put on a red lace thong and threw on an oversized hoodie. I went into my bathroom and took a pic.

Me: I miss you too! ;) (with the picture attached)

Taylor: your so sexy babe! Why you have to do this to me!

Me: this is what is waiting for you in December! ;)

We ended up texting each other for a couple hours and I realized that it was 10:00 and that I had to go to sleep for school tomorrow.