when i wake up that feelings there. the eyes of the unknown watching me.
i feel less real when i'm alone.
i need the security of another body.
i'm suffocating and all i can see is black and white.
please tell me that i'm dreaming and that this is all just my paranoia.
i can't feel my body.
it's like the weight of my guilt and burden holds me down forcing me to stare at all my hallucinations.
the phone ringing in the other room leaves me ears hurt and the constant ringing is driving me insane.
i'm slowly losing myself and i'm not sure if i can stay grounded long enough before i drift off.
