I don't wanna love you

CHAPTER 5 - (Cute)

Chapter 5

YUJINS' POV

"So? Flyday huh?" The scene earlier got me all sulking in the corner. Wonyoung was just so happy being with Nako today. I didn't even thought that she can be like that to anybody else other than me.

I texted Yena and Chaeyeon eonni earlier to meet me at our usual place at pubs. Thank goodness both of them were free. If not? I don't know what to do today.

"Eonni?" I went to Chaeyeon eonnis' side and ask for a hug. Gladly she welcomed me on her side, patting my back.

"Your hopeless"

"Cut it out eonni. This baby doesn't need that you know."

"Alright, what does she needs Chaeyeon? You tell me?"

"Eonni? I just wanted to enjoy this day. Tomorrow's Saturday that means, NO SCHOOL! Let's just enjoy and get wild tonight!" After thinking a lot? I decided to just shrugged the sadness I felt inside. I realized that I was being so childish acting that way earlier. Wonyoung was giving Nako a sight tour and missed our night out, yes. But, this just happened today. Wonyoung was just being friendly to the new student. I shouldn't sulk and get mad at her.

"I really don't get you Yujin. I mean, you and Wonyoung are always together, you have all the opportunities in the world to tell her." Yena eonni said, drinking the can of flavored beer that she had. Chaeyeon eonni did the same too. I eyed the both of them and glanced at their cans of beer.

"What? I'm already 19. I'm allowed to drink" Yena eonni defended I turned to Chaeyeon eonni and she just continued on chugging her beer.

"I'm 18. So drinking is allowed for me." But-

"You just turned 16 so basically, your still a baby. So no beer for you" All I can do was slump my shoulders and sighed frustratingly. They both were enjoying those beers while me here was drinking a can of Soda? They should drink soda too. I mean they're still in high school!

"So, why haven't you confessed yet?" What? Chaeyeon's question got me snapped back.

"Confess what?"

"She's playing it again Chaeyeon"

"Playing what?"

"Innocent. We all know that you have feelings for your bestfriend. You just can't admit it."

"Seriously? It's not that easy okay? There are a lot of factors that will be affected if ever" We're friends and not just ordinary friends. We're BESTFRIENDS! If I confess? I'm taking our precious friendship at a very high risk.

"How hard will it be? Just tell her how you feel and get over it."

"Easy for you to say eonni." Sighed. What Yena eonni said a while ago was true I guess. I have all the opportunities in the world to confess but I'm too chicken to do so. I just don't want to ruin the wonderful friendship that we have you know? Wonyoung, I can say is much more straight than a ruler. Even more straight than a pole. She'll just freak out if I tell her. So no! and how hard will it be? It's like trying to stand in the middle of an open field with lots and lots of thunder striking the ground and you trying to catch one of 'em. See my point? Confessing to her means putting our friendship at stake and putting our friendship at stake means, putting my life at the edge of a cliff. It's too dangerous.

"Yeah, yeah. You're always like that. What are you so chicken about?"

"I'm not chicken okay? You guys just don't understand."

"You should help us understand you know? We're always here for you no matter what."

"Thanks Yena eonni" I flashed a smile to her and to Chaeyeon eonni too. They have always been with me since day one. Whether I'm sad or happy. They were always there to comfort me. I'm glad that I've found a friend like them aside from Wonyoung.