F*ckboy | Park Jimin x Reader

twenty two

Jimin's POV

Why am I sad? Hurt? Mad? Jealous? It's not like she's my girl but why do I wish that she was so badly. Why is she making me feel this way. I stomped my way to the library, I needed to get away from jungkook and her. Seeing them makes me more angry. How could she fuck him just like that? While i've been trying to get her?

Yes I admit, I'm falling in love with her. I didn't want that to happened but I know my feelings for her won't fade away since 6th grade when we were best friends and had our first accidental kiss.

The reason why I stopped being her best friend was because it was weird to feel something for your best friend. Feel something strong for her and think about her the wrong way. She was getting on my nerves and I had to get a girlfriend to stop thinking about her.

We drifted and she got a new boyfriend. Oh was I mad but I couldn't say anything. I tried to talk to her but she shuts me off everytime, I deserved that. Now, I don't know what I want to do.

I just want to be with her? It's wrong especially with this whole fake dating but every night I just see her on my mind.

"Are you okay, Jimin?" A girl I recognised in my class asked.

She has her arms wrapped around her waist. I looked at her.

"Let's have sex," I muttered and she looked at me dumbfounded.

"What?" She gasped.

"Take it or leave it-"

"You mean here, right now?"

"Yes." Just help me get this pain away from me.

She led me to an enclosed area at the back of the library where no one goes and the cctv is not anywhere there. She stripped off and all I just want is for her to hurry this up and help me.

We kissed, in fact she was controlling the kiss because I was too dazed. I let her do what she wants. My mind finally drifted away from Y/N. I hissed as she took out my prick from my boxer. She pumped it nice and slow. Her mouth slowly find its way to the top and lick it. I bit back a moan.

"Uhh," My eyes snapped open and the girl instantly remove herself away from me.

"Just trying to get a book... sorry for disturbing," Y/N muttered.

"Y/N..." I trailed, She looked at me and smiled, "Sorry to disturb again, just trying to get the geographical heavy ass textbook." She laughed.

"I'm sorry-"

"Bye," She didn't take a glance at me as she grabbed a huge book and walked off.

"You guys broke up right? I mean she slept with Jungkook-"

"Get away from me," I said and she raised an eyebrow.

"I thought we're gonna do this?"

"Just go," I replied while putting on my pants and shirt on.

I have to check up on Y/N. I need to. I rushed out of the library while everyone glared at me for running too loud. I didn't care.

"Y/N!" I yelled as I searched for her along the empty hallway.

I ran through the other classes but she wasn't there. She wasn't anywhere?

"Yo, what's with you?" I heard Jungkook's voice behind the staircase.

"I wanna go home," She whined.

He paused and hug Y/N. Why would he do that? I'm his friend and he is stealing my girl.

"Nope, school hasn't ended... so you think I even want to be here?" He chuckled and he punched him in the guts.

"Ow!" He yelped, "What was that for?"

She burst into tears and I froze.

"I wanna go home!" She pleaded him.

"Wait wait, why are you crying? Yo you're making me scared... Is it the nightmares? Is it because I accidentally fell asleep beside you? I didn't mean to! I just wanted to help you! You literally were calling for help, and I was the only one there-"

"Please take me home," She sobbed.

Everything was processing slowly in my head. What does he mean by nightmares? Her nightmares are back? But I thought she stopped having it after middle school.

"I don't want to see him," She sobbed onto his shoulder.

"Who?"

"I hate him," She said in between her sobs.

Jungkook trailed his fingers through her hair, "I wouldn't know who you're talking about if you won't answer me."

She hesitated, "Park Jimin."

I clenched my fist tightly. My jaws hardened and I inhaled sharply. She hates me.

"Come on, he's like the jock... you'll love him," Jungkook said teasingly.

"No, I hate him!" She screeched, "If you take me back home, I'll make you a sandwich."

"Deal."

They walked together hands in hands. I didn't realised I was standing there for so long until one of the teachers told me to get to class. I didn't know it'll hurt this much. She hates me. She really hates me. I'm so stupid.