Secrets that drifted us apart?//Clinton Cave//Chase Atlantic[DISCONTINUED]

Late Night Smoke...

My head was pounding I woke up feeling like I was about to throw up. My ribs hurt like hell.. It's because I had a bad dream which I can't remember and it's because I'm drunk. I tried to calm down so I looked out the balcony window into the night. I got up and  I silently opened the balcony door because I didn't want to wake up Roxanne. She was sleeping so peacefully. I sat down on a chair in the balcony. After a few minutes I started to smoke. "Damn, I smoke to much" I thought. I felt uneasy and the feeling never left all I wanted to was sleep but I couldn't so I stayed up longer. The stars looked so close but yet so far. All I could was concentrate on the stars and the smoke I was inhaling and exhaling. I never smoked so much it was only occasionally but the whole situation with Cassie and Roxanne. I know it's wrong to ignore your girl and catch feelings for another but I just can't help it. Either way Cassie did not text me back, so I guess I'm not ignoring her.. But I speak to her coldly... I was in deep thought when I felt someone's arms on my shoulders 'why are you awake?' She asked out of curiosity. 'Can't sleep. But you should Go to sleep' I smiled. 'If you're not going, then I'm staying' I saw the mischievous smile playing on her lips. I didn't had time to react she just figured it out, that I won't go to bed so I thought she went back to sleep because Roxanne walked away. I was wrong she came back with a blanket, she sat on my lap and we just kinda cuddled but it wasn't anything dirty. 'Why stars are so beautiful and it's like you can reach it from here and the moon you think you can go there so easily... It's dumb isn't it?' She smiled. 'No.. It's beautiful because I think that way sometimes too' I smiled at her. 'Never think that your thoughts don't matter' I said. 'So I guess the boys are still at the club' she said in a tired voice. 'Yuh, I guess so' and with that we sat in silence, but it wasn't an uncomfortable it was comfortable one. I'm glad she's with me. Well, at least for now. We just stayed and talked for hours until...

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