Deadly affairs

i said yes and im going out with the stranger also known as carson

I herd him walk up to the side walk I could just imagine him fixing his hair trying to make it as if he wasn't nervous for this date just as much as I was

I sit on the toilet seat still collecting my thoughts okay crystal it's time you need this I need to feel like I once was made whole again

I take a deep breath in and let it out once more I stood up from my toilet seat walking outside the bathroom
Door and near the front door of my house I peaked out the hole to see

Mr hottie in all his lovely glory I get all flushed and excited and pulled open the door I saw him look up and meet my gaze.
Hi um crystal i would love to take your hand on this date he smiled and held open his hand and extended it out

I blushed beat red as I took his hand. and I Carson my dearest stranger would love to accompany you on this rather fun evening that's about to come I smiled holding his hand and stepping off the sidewalk" so we're to I looked at him curious on what are lovely night consist of. Well you will just have to see he grabbed his hand and held open my door like such a gentleman

I slipped in black dress and all so excited that I decided to say yes to this mysterious stranger who's name is Carson Anderson

As we drive off I look in the mirror pulling down my dress keeping myself still classy and not so flashy

You are so modest crystal" he looked over at me smirking when in all true reality I just wanted to rip off everything on him and let him have his way with me

What ..me..I broke off mid conversation staring at him I felt myself daydreaming of the things that this date might lead up to and started to bite the side of my lip hard

Yes he looked at me? I snapped out of it oh um ahem I clear my throat I was just uh .. I was well in my own world I smiled blushing hard at what I said

What was it that your own world consist of enough to stare at me like I'm a big piece of juicy red steak there hmm? Crystal

Oh it's nothing to appealing to be honest I just stare out in space sometimes I lied under my teeth

Oh perhaps he smiles at me and winks and continues to drive to our date

I look down at the ground and took a long deep breath after all I was thinking bout it felt like it was constricting the air right out of my lungs

Still looking at the ground as I start to trail off he explains anddd, we're here he chuckled a little. Pulled off his seatbelt and opened the door and came around to open mine once again

Holding out his hand just to enterlock it in mine again there we walked hand and hand into this beautiful scenery full of candles the blue night sky with absolutely elegant stars came to shine and we're lit up I felt my breath instantly be swept away at how gorgeous this view was

Holy shit CCARSON this is absolutely amazing how did u afford all this I looked at him with so much enjoyment and astonishment my eyes widened taking everything in little by little.he looks at me and replies only the best goes to the best he half smiles at me. But why me? I replied back meeting his wonderful gaze.

Because crystal I wanted to make it extra special for us tonight he explained.he takes me into the sliding glass door entrance stepping in I felt a sudden peace wash over me as I used all my energy to consume it all the sweet aroma of the air freshener. strawberry champagne filled my lungs and my nostrils the forbidden bedroom of love and passion was near me. Red roses we're strewn about the floor of the bed near the door leading into the bedroom. As happy as I was " I couldn't bring myself to realize just how alone I truly was feeling after well. Emmanuel shattering my once existent heart into abliteration.
" I looked down at the floor sighing I don't know what to make of him he's amazing but as I thought to myself could I really feel that certain way again, for someone else.