Recovery

Do you like you?

My biggest dream is to success, to be where I want to be. Someone who people will remember. Not in the shadows of someone.

That's one of the things that keeps me up on the nights when I can't stop thinking. The future scares me a bit

I just don't want to fail.

Seems like I can't stop think that I'm going to fail. I just can't come to the terms to love myself. I kind of hate me.

I don't wake up happy and don't go to sleep happy.

I want to wake up in the mornings and know that I'm okay.

Love.

Love feels like it don't exist when it comes to me. I feel like no one will love me no matter what I do. Still I expect myself to get together with some super hot and super nice person. Why would that perfect person love me?

I guess I'm kind of a sad person.

I just need to find my self.

I'm glad that I'm moving to London. It's time to breathe some new air and take in the positive in life.