Unloved- A Park Jimin Fanfiction

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Chapter 4

-dejection

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The ride home was quiet. He didn't speak of the recent events nor did he talk about anything else.  Why did he come over to my workplace and take me home when he has nothing but to give me the silent treatment?

As soon as we reached 'home' ,  he got off as he recieved a phone call,  which he smiled at seeing the caller. Not even sparing a glance at me.

I clutched on my skirt as tears threatened to fall.

Covering my eyes,  I opened the car door and stood in front of the drivers'. 

"give me the car key." I say, trying not to show any sign of being hurt but end up trembling. 

He didn't say a word and got out, handing me the keys.

Then,  without thinking or without a plan,  I drove off. 

Maybe he won't care If I never return.

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I unlocked the door and walk in with  slow paces,  Jimin didn't call me or leave a message.  Maybe he didn't even realise my missing.  It's been a few hours and to him,  he knew nothing of my existence. 

I don't love him.  Honestly I don't.  But the moment we said our vows,  I had promised myself to love him no matter what, cause he's the one I'm going to be with my entire life. 
He had a cold expression then.  As if he detest me.  But I didn't think too much of that. 

With the recent events and almost no interactions,  I hated him. 

Not my father loves me.  Not my brother.  Not my mother.  Not anyone. 
If my father loved me,  he wouldn't have married me off cause of such a thing like the promise the elders made.  If my brother loved me,  he would've come for me.  If my mother did...

Above all,  all these times,  I had decided to stay positive and cause no one any sort of burden.  Even knowing what they did,  I've always told myself that they might have a reason. 

I couldn't stop myself.  It was too much to bear but I did well. 

I wanted to run away but I had decided to fight.

As I walk up to my bed,  I heard moans and groans. 

Jimin?

I walk towards the direction of where the sound came and as I halted, the sound increased.  His room.

"good boy..  That's it.. More more.. "

What is going on?

Without thinking,  I pushed open the door.  It wasn't locked.

" Jimin?? Are you okay??? " I asked and as the door opened,  the living jumped out of my body. Then I screamed.  And everything stopped. 

He was on top of another woman,  naked.  And they both looked in my direction. His eyes filled with lust.

I clutched onto the door knob as I felt myself falling. 

He had an expression which I couldn't read.  And the woman was smirking. 
Excuse me. sorry miss, but I'm not interested someone as disgusting as that. 

She reach out to his face and told him to continue as her other hand rubbed him . I felt a sharp pain at that.

Even if I do not care,  he's still my husband.

I slam the door shut and as quickly as possible,  I ran to the bathroom.

Tears streamed down and I looked at myself in the mirror as if it was foreign to me. 

Why? 

He's nothing to me.

I splash water on my face,  taking the soft white towel,  I pressed in on my face,  sobbing into it. 

What sin did I commit in my previous life.?

I walk down to the kitchen,  strolling towards the fridge.  I took out a water bottle and drank half of it. 

I heaved a sigh,  my vision were blurry,  I haven't been sleeping too well the past few days and I'm always stressing but telling myself I'm not. 

Jimin came in, his eyes cold,  looking straight at me.  He wore a black shirt and shorts. 

I chose to ignore him and what I saw,  so I took another sip and place it on the table,  prepared to go up and sleep when he grabbed my hand and dragged me to his room

I was too tired to confront him. 

He threw me to his bed and I almost lose my consciousness.  The headache was getting worse.  I held my head with one hand. 

"What do you think you were doing?" he asked, his voice harsh..

"so now you acknowledge my existence. " I chuckle. " why don't you ignore my existence like she did. I don't care about you either. "

Then he grabbed my shoulder, squeezing them tightly and stared into my eyes, hurting me. I winched.

" Who do you think you are.??! " he almost shouted.

" Lawfully,  you wife." I say as calmly as I could. 

He tightened his grip and I pushed him off of me.  He was taken aback.

"You..  I married you so that I can take over the company.  And you.?  Your father sold you off to me.!  In order to save his business.!  You're nothing but a rejected item I brought out of pity!!! Why should I care about you?? " he shouted.

That's when I lost consciousness. 

Maybe I should never wake up.  Then,  everyone would be happy.  Everyone would get everything they wanted. 

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This chapter is so cringey I almost threw up😂

I almost killed Jimin in my head
while writing this part.

I hope you like it tho!