I Wanna Be

Chapter 4 ❤️

"Baby Cheeks,"
"Baby Cheeks..."
"Baby Cheeks, girl wake yo ass up, why you crying in yo sleep, you having dreams about that bitch ass nigga again," Za asked standing over me.
"What are you talking about?" I asked, stretching.
"You were crying in yo sleep talking bout 'your mine, baby I promise'".
"Wait, so I was dreaming this whole time?"
"I guess," he shrugged. "When we got here we played never have I ever, you got drunk and fell asleep."
Damn, I knew it was too good to be true. He will never want me and he will never profess his love for me. I know this, so why am I dreaming about him.
"Ugh, whatever. What time is it?" I asked while walking in the bathroom, grabbing my bag on the way.
"Almost 12:30. Hurry up, I wanna go to IHOP."
"K"
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"Let me have one your sausages," I whined.
"No, greedy. You had four already."
"Yours looks better Zaaa," I said pouting.
"Here girl, damn. Lucky I love your ass." He said handing me the sausage link as we sat in a booth across from each other in IHOP.
"Love you too,". If only he knew it was deeper than that. He only thinks that I love him on the brother-sister level, not the "I'm in love with you" level.

"What you trying to get into when we leave here?" Zaire asked me as I was finishing up my pancakes.
"Doesn't matter to me," I said sipping my lemonade. "As long as you get me back before curfew."
"Aight, Baby Cheeks lets head out."
As I got up he smacked my ass. I blushed and then turned around hitting him in the shoulder, lowkey turned on.
"Stop," I said pouting. "You know I hate that shit"
"She say she hate it, lowkey she be liking that shit.." he rapped while tweaking.
"Oh my fucking god, I can't deal with you bruh," I said laughing.
We stopped walking as I turned to face him, making a funny face and then turned back around continuing my walk towards his car.

Zaire

My bestfriend is beautiful man. And that ass though. I believe my liking for her sprung up after Stupid Ass did her wrong and I had to be that shoulder for her to cry on.

I always thought she was beautiful and a cool ass female, I just never realized my feelings for her were this intense. But, since I know she doesn't feel the same, I won't voice how I feel until it's literally killing me to keep it in. Until that time comes, I'm going to continue to try and ignore these feelings.

Once I got into the car I turned to her and asked "Wanna go to the movies?"

"Yeah, you paying," she asked smirking.

Damn. Go down Woody, go down.

"You know I got you boo," I said rolling my neck like a girl.

She started laughing.

"I can't fucking deal with you man," she said laughing. "You have no chill."

I looked over at here, glad that I could make her smile. This should be a good day.