Day 45

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Today started off as....meh. 😶

I wore my neon pink work out shirt and some black dry for leggings.

First period, we took a quiz and I have a really good feeling that I got above a 90.

2nd period, I took my test on the hallway but when I looked at the test, that shit was hard asf. So me being sneaky and lazy, I searched up one of the questions and half the test popped up. I was like

But I think I failed cuz I had to rush

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But I think I failed cuz I had to rush.

Lunch, I talked to Keith about how I've been feeling lately and he understood. I told him how i was distancing myself from him a WHOLE lot cuz I was feeling some type of way about how he got that girls number.
Y'all remember like a couple chapters back when I talked about it? Yeah, it kinda fucked me up cuz at one point in time, y all had feelings for each other and Lord knows what could happen if them feelings came rushing back. I explained how I wouldn't be disappointed in him cuz that's just the person he is. I would just be disappointed in myself for believe he was the one. 💯
So I basically gave a rundown of boundaries and how sometimes I can be insecure cuz of my last relationship. He said that he completely understands and doesnt want to make me feel iffy about anything. I felt better afterwards tho.I guess you can say were official now. 🙄

3rd period, we went over our songs and finally got our fundraiser things. I've already got 4 ppl down 😋😋

4th period I just chilled with Leah.

5th period, I had walked into the building at tech and IT SMELLED LIKE STRAIGHT ASS. It SMELLED like a sewage pipe busted. I went to my class and my teacher was like "are you ready for the test?" And I was like "what test?" And he was like the voacb test.
Again, my heart dropped to the pit of my stomach. I started studying right when I sat down.
LOORRDDDTT 😥😣

After school, I worked out with this girl named AK and we were just talking about how this year has been going so far. She had brought up that she was gon go to the game after workouts with my ex bestie. And then she asked why me and my ex bestie not talking no more. I told her about the whole situation last year where I kept feeling like the 3rd wheel whenever I was with her and she would ignore me for her new friends. One of her new friends was my ex's "girlfriend" (before they started dating) and if I wanted to hang with my bestie, I would have to hang with ol girl but I didn't like ol girl like that. I was only talking to her cuz she was friends with my bestie.
Back to the story, AK was like "ol girl kept asking me why I hang with you and talk to you."
And I was like who?
And she was like "your ex's girl."
In my mind I'm like "why tf is this 'I'm out of breath cuz I walked up stairs' ass bitch still talking about me? Why tf do you still have my name in your mouth? Like you're trynna start a problem and I keep telling you to stop cuz I'm not with the drama.
But it's whatever. She gon learn. 😚

Overall, today was good. 😊

Keep it 💯and get that 💰💸
Love, Nizhoni👑

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