Finn Shelby - The Midwife

9.I'll kill you myself

Finn's POV

Laying there admiring the woman i love watching as she slowly breathes and the way she scrunches her nose in her sleep. I was deeply enthralled by her that was until John came barging into the room, quickly covering the top half of Ell with the blanket as we was only in our underwear. 

"You need to get up there's a meeting and we're waiting for you" John sternly said looking straight at me "And wake her up" a smirk playing on his lips.

"I'll be down in two minutes" burying my head back into the pillow not wanting to get up 

"Yeah well if you stopped fucking Ell every minute of your life you wouldn't be late"  

"Fuck off John" and with that he left the room and made his way down the stairs towards Polly's kitchen.

"Ell come on time to get up" shaking her ever so lightly 

"what time is it?" 

"8" a loud groan coming from Ell's mouth making her roll over to her side allowing me to smack her on the butt "Come on lazy ass" getting up and getting ready for the day. Only to find Ell was still laid in the bed "Ell come on you've got to get up, how about as soon as the meeting is over i'll come over to your house and you can moan and groan all you'd like" causing Ell to quickly get up out of the bed and started to put on the items of clothing.

"I'll see you later Mr. Shelby i just have to nip over to Mrs. Lloyd's to check up on her and the baby then you should be able to come round" standing up on her tiptoes she pressed her lips to my cheek giving me a quick kiss and leaving me in the room all alone with my thoughts.

(Skip the meeting) 

"You heard me Finn, you're coming with us for this one you want to be a blinder so much you'll have to do the dirty work" Tommy mumbled looking straight into my eyes. Nodding my head i put on my cap and made my way to the car with the rest of the boys; Arthur, Tommy, John, Michael, Isaiah and I.

(We're also going to skip the drive because i have no idea how to explain but we'll get straight into the drama :) ) 

"Take his fucking eyes Finn" Tommy screamed, nervously i took my cap off of my head i bent down and dug the razors into the mans eyes his screams filling my ears and his blood spilled into my hands making me feel as if my stomach is doing cartwheels.

Ell's POV

Mrs. Lloyd's screams fill my ears making my stomach spin, my hands covered in blood. "C'mon Mrs.Lloyd you can do it" her screams becoming increasingly louder. Finally after many more profanities and a lot more pushing to beautiful baby girl was welcomed into the world.

After cleaning the baby up and wrapping her up in a little blanket i passed her back to her mother smiling sweetly stroking the baby's cheek. "She's beautiful" 

"Thank you Nurse May, really thank you i couldn't have done that without you" 

"It's no problem Mrs. Lloyd i should be getting off now anyways i need to clean up and get this blood off me" i smiled at her, after her thanking me again i shut the door behind myself and made my way back to my house praying that Finn was there. After what felt like an eternity i made it up to my front door only to find it was already open my heart went to my throat panic taking over my whole body i pushed the door further open and silently crept back into my own home, slowly making my to the living is where i heard hushed whispers peeping through the crack of my living room door i noticed it was Finn and a heavily pregnant Esme. 

"You two nearly gave me a heart attack, i thought somebody had broke in" 

"Sorry Ell" Finn said coming straight towards me and wrapping his arms around me not caring about the blood.

"For what silly" i say giggling at him and that's when Esme gave him stern eyes.

"Ell.."

"Tell her Finn, tell her what Tommy made you do to that man" and that's it he broke down in my arms telling me everything Thomas made him do it made my blood boil i was beyond pissed. 

"Esme where is Thomas" 

"Ell just leave.."

"Where is Thomas"

"He's at the Garrison with all the other boys" that was it i made sure i still had my little pocket knife still stuck in my garter which is was and i set off, towards the Garrison i could hear Esme and Finn calling behind me but all i saw was red.

"Where the fuck is Thomas Shelby" i screamed into the bar making every man go silent and look my way. They all pointed into the back room where they always hung out. Barging through the doors i pulled out my knife and walked straight up the bastard himself. 

"If you ever make Finn do that again i'll kill you myself" roughly pushing the knife into his neck not enough to cut him but enough to know i was serious. "Don't fuck with me Mr Shelby i am not a force to be reckoned with".