Can It be

Our meeting

 Her point of view:
Hi I'm violet, I'm a 19 or should I say 20 year old girl because today is my Birthday! I can't wait to go home to see my boyfriend Isaac.

*It takes 23 minute to get to my house*

I get there to only see the door has not been locked and noises are coming from inside the house. I go to mine and my boyfriends room to see what that noise is, but I wish I hadn't because he was with a girl and not with me.

I close the door quietly, so he couldn't hear me and I ran off crying, I didn't know where I was running, but I just wanted to get away, I wish I hadn't seen what they were doing.

So here I am on my birthday, crying my eyes out because my boyfriend cheated, of all days he cheated on me, he cheated on me on my birthday. I could feel the tears coming down my cheeks.

I could feel them because it was cold outside that night

I realized I needed to calm down because my hands started shaking and it got hard to breathe. But I couldn't stop crying, I couldn't get that image out of my head of him in that girl doing get in our bed. What was i going to do when I went home tonight? Was I going to confront him, no, I can't confront him, I'm too much of a coward to do that.

I keep crying, but I keep telling myself that it's gonna be okay, but when I realize it's not okay the tears just come flowing, I tried to stop, but I couldn't why couldn't I stop?  I tried slowing down my breath for a couple seconds and counting backwards from 10 and I finally stopped crying.

Then I finally started telling myself that if he loved me, why would he do this to me all the time we spent together, why would he do this to me, why would he go and cheat on me? I know it's weird, but I still love him, even though he hurt me, I still love him and I wish I didn't because when I go home tonight, I don't know what I'll do, and all I can do really is cry

There's gonna be a part 2 this story 💖~lilly unnie