Social Casualty

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Song Of The Chapter: Social Casualty

So save me from who I'm supposed to be

 Don't wanna be a victim of authority

 I'll always be a part of the minority

Save me from who I'm supposed to be

 So tell me, tell me, tell me what you want from me,

 I don't wanna be another social casualty (social casualty)

Chapter 1

Mikey’s P.O.V~

          ‘I didn’t mean to fall hopelessly in love with him. I really didn’t but something pulled me in. it was either the warmth his eyes show or the cute way he has crinkles by his eyes when he smiles and laughs. Could it be the tattoos that cover his arms, forearms, and collar bones? Ugh the way he makes me feel. Yes he; I’ve been gay since our 2nd year as a band. Judge me? Cool. He means a lot to me in so many ways and I’m the idiot who fell in love with him. Why Michael? I love the way he sings with that cute little accent peeking through. Or the way he writes song lyrics like... Something like that happened to him. I know he’ll never feel the same way; they never do. God, but that black haired boy is just making a huge imprint on me. He’s on my mind 24/7. Ever since I started to have this crush on him. So much emotion but I can’t put it out in the open without hate. But he’s so worth it all. He makes me feel like this on a daily bases. God Calum Thomas Hood why must you do this to me?’

          Life is full of ups and downs and today I’ve noticed that you don’t always get what you’re hoping for in life. Thanks Ash for not putting my damn song on the albums! Oh you thought I was talking about life crushing events well… You thought wrong. I don’t think I properly introduced myself here. Well hi who ever I guess is reading this my name is Michael Gordon Clifford. But just stick with Michael would ya? Also if I’m in a good mood you can call me Mikey or Mike. But for today let’s stick with Michael. So where should I start? Hmm well I’m gay and I’m in love with Calum Thomas Hood. Yes he’s my band mate and yes I know it’s probably not normal. But I’m not a normal person I mean c’mon I’ve got my eyebrow pierced and my ears. My hair is also a faded lilac purple. I’ve also got a tattoo on my arm and my fingers.

          Okay enough about my life let’s talk about today’s events. I woke up at like what was it 11? Anyway when I woke up we had a recording session today. So me being me dragged my feet in taking a shower and dressing and by the time I was done it was quarter to 1. Yes I realize I took like almost two hours. Okay after that I walked down stairs and found the boys -who I might put looked pissed- waiting for me. “Jeez Michael could you take any longer?” Ashton asked hoping up and glaring at me. I shrugged and the other two followed Ashton’s lead in getting up. I looked at Calum and my heart skipped a beat. He was wearing his normal black skinny jeans with holes in the knees with his Blink shirt on and his black hair covered by a snapback hat.