im dying inside but i must not let you see that

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by Potatochips1776
by Potatochips1776
                                    
                                              

                          im dying inside
                          i must not let you see that

                          im so angry at you
                          i want you to vanish 
                          all the good memories 
                          what am i supposed to do with those?
                          i cant keep them
                          do you ever think about the good times?
                          do you ever think about moments that brought us closer?
                          do you ever think about where it all went wrong?
                          do you ever think about me now?
                          i think about you
                          im trying to figure out what's wrong with me
                          im trying to figure out how i drove you away
                          im trying to figure out if you really want me out of your life
                          

                          i cant bring myself to think you really want me out of your life
                          that hurts.
                          a lot.
                          have you ever been told that?
                          it made me feel like it was all a mirage
                          it made me feel like i was oblivious 
                          it made me feel stupid
                          it made me feel like im nothing 
                          im dying inside
                          but i must not let you see that
                          

                          how could i have not have noticed
                          this is a big thing
                          why didnt you tell me you felt like that
                          why?
                          i feel so awful because you said im toxic
                          im toxic?
                          am i toxic?
                          it's ok though.
                          its over now.
                          you dont have to deal with me anymore
                          im dying inside
                          but i must not let you see that