He realises she had been staring at his face for quite a while now.
Kakashi: what ?
Nioka : mmm.... Trying to recall your face the last time someone kissed me drunk.
Kakashi: the last time I said , nioka , aishteru ?
Nioka ; you weren't drunk ?!
Kakashi : was drunk. Dazed and half awake. Teased someone and went back to sleep.
" So you did it on purpose !! " She playfully slaps him on the shoulder. He held onto her wrist " got you very happy though. " She pouts " meanie. "
Kakashi : you don't have to recall so hard, you can see it everyday when you agree to marry me.
Nioka : ....
Kakashi; just kidding.
" It's not funny. " She hugs him then squeezes him " I want... I want to marry you... But..."
" Nioka..." He felt bad making a half joke like that.
Nioka : I really... Don't know... If I can stand watching your back leave the door every time. And then one day ... You won't come back anymore. Like my papa. All we could do was wait for someone who would never return through that door again.
Her tears start to fall and she choked on her tears as she tried so hard to swallow them back. He strokes her hair and squeezes her in a hug as she releases her grip and cries harder.
Kakashi: gomen.
Nioka : you can't guarantee kakashi. You can't !!! You don't know when you won't come back through that door!!!
He tries to calm her down stroking down her hair " sshhh... I am here. I am here now. "
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Tenzou : Kakashi-san. What's the matter ?
Kakashi: what do you mean ?
Tenzou : you're unusually early and staring off far in blank space.
Kakashi : well... What do you do when you want to let go because you think you're hurting them but you really don't want to let go because...
Tenzou : ??? If you're so obsessed, don't let go.
Jiraiya approaches from behind and sighed " that's a question even I don't know how to answer. Kakashi. "
Kakashi: jiraiya-sama.
Jiraiya : after all, her father is the reason she quitted to being a ninja when all she aspired to be before, or was better than is her father.
Kakashi: no advice ?
Jiraiya: that's one question you have to come through yourself.
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Lady Hatake's Snack & Drinks Bar
FanfictionShe wasn't used to be called Lady Hatake. Until she became my wife. She was a normal lady like everyone else. Except she worked in a bar and used to be a ninja for a while . She then quitted after her father died. She then went to help out at the b...
