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So last night I told one of my friends about what I was feeling and she felt the same way. I just want to know what its like to kiss a girl and go from their. Last night i said out loud "I'm bisexual" and at first it didn't sound right until I said it again today and it just felt so right. I want to tell my friends but I don't think I'm ready just yet. I want to actually like a girl first. And i know i can't force it but anytime i see my friends i feel a bit guilty for not telling them. Especially my two gay best friends. Well to whoever reads this. Please help.