once as a year

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today's the day, it's a year today
right i am, exactly this day
a specific day i'll never forget
yet he'll never know what this date meant

i looked to his eyes within me saying
he smells so good like forever no fouling
i looked to his face within me saying
his angelic eyes would go through my heart, darling

it eagers me more to see him everyday
it eagers me more to go to that place each day
yet it saddened me to death when i can't even pass through his way
'til i just had to give up, "i might never even see him stay"

i never ever had known his name
i never knew if he's alive being tame
i never knew what scent is he using
i never knew when i'd be able to see him again

time is passing after time
i knew him, i already know him
something's telling me it might be him
for all love wrecking in my life

but this day really mattered
it's the day i knew i'd love him more
it's been a year since i'm crying deep inside
and living in my crazy mind

i've been imagining if he'd like me back
or even go and love me on track
but he wouldn't even show a glimpse of smile
neither a grin, nor a hi

but still i am, here waiting for you
hoping that maybe it's you
i have been waiting and hoping for
loving you 'til dust of dawn

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⏰ Last updated: Oct 27, 2018 ⏰

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