CHRONICLES OF A GOOD GIRL

chapter 9 & 10

CHAPTER 9

"Renae so you really gonna still be with him after what he did to you" I'm sitting here silent listening to Patrice lecture me because I'm bout to move in with Jahdey. Yes, i know I'm crazy and stupid for staying with him after that but shit I still love him . so what he made a mistake he did apologize for it and he really has been trying to make it up to me and shit I'm not about to be taking care of no baby by myself so Trice can talk til her face turn blue im still leaving.

"Yes, damn is you gonna help take care of the baby with me shit "

"Nae I'm just saying that nigga dnt love you. I've been telling you bout this nigga for a long time time, how many times i told you this nigga ain't no good. he just kicked your ass what kinda shit is that"

"well damn trice say it louder so mummy can hear "

"shit she need to hear cause you being real stupid right now. if a dude hit you once that aint gonna be the end of it he will do that shit again you should be smarter than this"

"look trice he said sorry i believe him and besides it aint happen since then, what you want me to do be a single mother. we just got married how is that gonna look anyway." im just looking at her like if she is being stupid right now.

"Nae you are going to regret it if you leave with this lil boy cause obviously he ain't a man because a real man dnt hit women. You will be calling me to rescue you. I love you and ill be here to come get you when this bullshit comes crashing down and i guarantee it will ."

"whatever Trice, imma do what i gotta do and you just gonna have to accept it. n yeah i love you too." I walked out her room and went into mine. What is here problem she going to be living her own life how she gonna tell me how to live mine. I got this I'm not stupid i know what I'm doing. If i can forgive him why cnt she damn . Its going to be alright imma move in with him I'm gonna have a healthy baby and we gonna be good. Im 8 months pregnant now and I'm ready for this to be over with its been crazy.

I might as well finish packing my stuff because I'm leaving tomorrow. thank God i dnt have much . Jahdey is going to be picking me up. Oh did i forget to say that he did move out a couple weeks ago he went to his moms house. Now that we have found a place i can get out of here and be with my man, am i wrong for wanting to have my family work. How can i be wrong for wanting to raise my baby with the father shit sometimes shit gonna be hard but its OK to make it right. Right??. Well imma just keep telling myself that.

The phone starts ringing interrupting my packing and my thoughts , I answer" Speak". "wzup re re", its Shauna . she always calls to check up on me and the baby. we kinda been getting a little close lately she might be many messed up things but she is a really good friend, "Hey girl"

"Hey chicka what you been up to"

"Girl I'm just sitting here packing up my stuff its moving day tomorrow".

"oh lawd" she sucks her teeth

"oh lawd what Shauna"

"I know you said you was doing it but i didn't think you really would i thought you would have come to your senses about moving in with him."

"well damn not you too Shauna, I just heard and ear full from my sister I dnt wanna hear this shit again", i say with an attitude.

"Now you already know imma speak on it so you might as well shut the hell up. that nigga is a loser he no good ain't never been no good and ain't never gone be no good, you gone see. I dnt know why you so hard headed, shit like my momma used to say a hard head makes for a soft ass and that nigga gonna fuck around and be beating that ass. Listen to me i know his type with his woman beating ass its only gone get worst.. Shit bitch you wanna move out so bad come room with me i got an extra room help me pay these bills. you dnt need to be living with him. open ya damn eyes. what EvE say love is blind and ita take over your mind what you think is love is surely not you to elevate and find......"