CHRONICLES OF A GOOD GIRL

Chapter 21

Chapter 21

"Give me one good reason why I should let you in"

"One I love you and you know how nosy ya neighbors get" I open the door and let him in because my neighbors will call the cops on his ass even though I'm mad at him his career cnt take that kind of hit.

"Thanks" I sit down on my steps and he sits on the couch I wanna be far away from him as possible just in case I feel like smacking his dumb ass. He is just sitting there with his head down not saying anything. "You say hear you out but I'm listening but I dnt hear shit tho" he picks his head up and looks at me all shocked "What" I say with a raised tone of voice

"Damn Nae what you hate me now,you dnt love a nigga no more"

"Shit should I"

"OK imma let you have that one but for real though Nae you know me I wouldn't do that to you I love you to much. Man I ain't touch none of dem hoes "

"My dude did you see the picture that trick sent me"

"I'm telling you she did that shit while a nigga was sleep I ain't do  nothing with her I swear I didn't"

"So that's it you was sleep how would you feel if you walked in on some shit like that. Could I make you believe me" he doesn't say a word then shakes head no " so why should I believe this bullshit"

"Yo I went out with Mac and Vince and a couple other dudes we was drinking I got drunk yeah it was hoes but I ain't had nothing to do with it tho. I was done they had to help me to the car a nigga was hurling and erthing. Mac helped me get out my clothes that's my dog so he did that . I feel asleep Nae I swear on my son. I'm a man a real one If I did that shit imma man up and say I did it and deal with my shit. I know it's looked messed up but I'm begging you to believe me I ain't lying baby that's my word"

I just look at him I sigh and just stare not speaking . I feel like he is telling the truth but I'm not sure if it's my gut feeling or my heart blinding me. I dnt know what to do.

"I'M sorry I messed up your birthday man I really am. If I could take it all back I would Nae but I cnt. I shoulda never went out with them we was celebrating because.... nevermind . I regret that shit now tho."I'm still not saying anything just in my thoughts.

"You not gone say nothing "

"What should I say,I spent my birthday crying Dajon crying about you. I should of been out somewhere .celebrating but no I wake up to that Bs" He gets up and walks over to me and kneels down on the floor and grabs my hand I let him then he says "I'm sorry I dnt know what else to say but I'm sorry I say it as many times as you need me to until you forgive me. Tell me you gone forgive me.you are right"

"I dnt know"

"Nae so what you wanna be done with me then you want me just to get up and walk away is that it. Well I dnt care if you do cause I'm not losing you right I'm not. Whatever I gotta do imma do it. Just let me make it up to at least let me try"

I sit there and here comes the tears. "Damn I hate seeing you cry". He pulls me in close and holds me in his arms and I just cry for a moment and then he whispers "  If you want me to leave so you can think I will but at least let me give your present please"

I didn't answer him but he said he will be right back and he went out to his car. I'M thinking to myself should I Just let this dude go just in case he really is lying or should I forgive him and let it go and move on. He comes back in and breaks my thoughts. He is carrying a long box that looks like it has roses and another small long box and a smaller square one.

"Here you  go baby I'm sorry and happy birthday . And oh yeah here is the receipts so you know I didnt  just get this shit today to try to get you to forgive me"