Come Back To Me [BEYNIKA]

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Beyoncé

She's not moving, just breathing. I'm lucky that she's doing that at least. When the car crashed Nicki was knocked out cold, her side of the car was completely smushed right up to her body. I was so scared, and I still am. I could lose her at any given moment, why her? why just after one of the most happiest moments of our lives? I just don't understand.

DR: Are you ok there Miss Knowles

Nicki's doctor said making me get out of my thoughts.

B: Uh yeah... Has anything changed yet? Will she wake up?

The Dr. sighed and I knew he was about to say something I wasn't gonna want to hear.

DR: Miss Knowles... a coma is a very unpredictable situation and... although I would make her wake up right now if I could, there's only so much we can do. We are monitoring her heart rate but that's all we can do right now since she's unconscious.

I sighed and just stared down at my girlfriend. She was in her dress and gown that was covered in blood. She lost her hat somewhere in the crash and her face had bruises and scratches everywhere. My heart aches every time I look at her, it makes me remember what happened.

I nodded reluctantly trying to understand that he couldn't do anymore than what he was currently.

b: I understand. Thank you

He nodded and left the room. I heard heavy footsteps and knowing it was my mom I looked up to see her tear stained face. She had left to go back to our place to get Nicki's things to bring them here. She sniffled as she walked closer and set her stuff down in her cupboard besides her bed. When she had finished she stood up and looked down at her and sighed while shaking her head.

T: Why my baby

She said to herself making her start to cry again. I couldn't even give words of hope because I had none, my girl is in the hospital and in a coma. No guarantee when or even if she will wake up again. That terrifies me.

THAT NIGHT

I've been here all day doing nothing but just staring down at Nicki waiting for her to wake up. I need her to, I don't want to go home knowing she won't be there with me. I don't want to sleep alone.

B: please wake up

I whispered before kissing her hand which I've been holding tightly since she came here. I hope she can hear me...

2 WEEKS LATER

I walk into the hospital and go to Nicki's floor as I have done every day for the past 2 weeks. When I got to her floor I went to her room but when I opened the door I saw nicki sat up on the bed talking with my mom making me gasp with happiness and excitement. My gasp made them look at me and I immediately ran to Nicki and showered her in kisses or at least try to. She didn't say anything or even looked happy to see me as she leaned away from me.

B: you're awake!!

I said happily

N: yeah

She said weirded out making my smile go away. Why was she acting like this?

Nicki turned to my mom and pointed to me before speaking

N: who's she?

My eyes went wide. She did not just ask that question. I looked at my mom as she sat there giving me a pleading face asking me to be calm but how can I when my girlfriend is acting like she doesn't know me.

B: baby what do you mean? It's me, Beyoncé... your girlfriend

I said slowly getting less and less enthusiastic and more scared.