When you suffer from depression and anxiety you're in a constant battle with yourself... and it always feels like you're losing.
It seems like the easiest thing to give up, to stop caring to take a breather for once, but you cant.
You cant because depressions best friend anxiety won't let you. It will cripple you, till you start moving, shaking and worrying about every damn thing going on in your life.
And all you are left with is tired eyes, hurting limbs and an aching all over.
Please stop saying how easy it is to change the way your brain functions and just be okay. Please stop telling me that getting better is as easy as snapping your fingers.
Not feeling anxious is just so easy, isn't it. Depression makes me numb and calm, yet sad.
Anxiety finds its ways to mess you up.
I've yet to live a day where there's one without the other.
