Poems of Overcoming Obstacles

Looking Back

I'm thinking

Thinking about my past

At first it hurts

I just try to remember

Remember why I'm not with her

Casey probably wouldn't care

He might of abused me

I'm still thinking though

How can he live after that

Kelli says he wants a relationship

I'm not sure I'll be able to

I'm definitely not stable 

Why can't he just be stuck

Stuck in the past

I'm already going through a lot

I mean just look back

Look how much I've gone through

People say I'm SO much stronger

I am so loved

Very much wanted

And they make sure of that

I WILL LIVE MY LIFE TO THE FULLEST

My mind wonders

It's one thing after another

When are they going to stop

I lay here wondering

But then another one comes

I try, try to make it positive

After today, I'm not sure I can

So many people

People who act like they know

Unless they have lived my life, they have no idea

They don't know

They don't know what I somehow think

I'm so tired of them

I wasn't having them there

Actually, I thought people would ask more questions

They already knew

I wonder if they would care

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