Friends? I don't really have any friends
At the end of the day, everyone leaves
Not knowing how that may affect me
Heaven in hiding.
Fometimes I think about
Ending it all.
No more pain and loneliness
Poor usless little shit,
She can push all them away.
kill yourself, that might help
Thoughts like that come up to mi mind
RIP to my youth.
Simple
Fast
But most important
Easy
What about all the people you'll leave behind?
Their lifes will have been better if i wasn't in them.
I am not going to do it,
Not today.
Someday it will eventually happend
I'm just waiting for a last little drop of water to drown myself.
Mean while you'll find me here,
Lonelly and high
Because thats who I am
