Missing you (Seungcheol)

Missing You

And yet, I loved a very special girl hidden in hardships..

Like a diamond in the rough..

In that same balcony, I smiled by myself..

Slowly, my smiles faded..

Hot tears started to fall down from my cold cheeks..

I remembered on how I proposed to her towards forever..

I remembered on how she went back to her home town to ask for permission from her parents..

I remembered on how she promised to come back after they settled it..

I remembered on how she tried to smile with a heavy pain in her heart..

I remembered..... Our last hug...

Last... Kiss....

And the last when I heard her angelic voice.....

If only I knew, I wouldnt have agree on letting her go back..

If only I knew, I wouldnt have proposed...

If only I knew.... I wouldnt have loved her...

She is gone..

Truly gone...

But why?

Through her eyes, I saw how happy she was...

Through her eyes, I saw that she was happy when I am with her..

But, the only thing I didnt see through her eyes is the pain she has been carrying for a long time..