Zayn PoV

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"Mom is such a bitch I swear! She's so mean, and heartless! I'm glad dad left her! He's lucky he's away from all this stupid shit! Let me tell you everything. I was going to kill myself. I was ready to, I didn't care. I wanted to. I had the pills in my hand, and water in my other. I was going to swallow them, I was crying. Debating within myself. When I finally did swallow them, my mom came in. She got so mad at me, and started hitting me. She forced me to throw up, which I did. And it all came out. She didn't cry, she yelled at me for the longest time. I thought I was going to die of boredom. I mean why blame, hit, and abuse me if you don't want me dead? I'm sitting here at the stupid therapists office. She's going on about the works of the brain, and how they send wrong messages. I just want to get out of here and go home. To curl back in my bed, and let sleep take over. I admit I'm fucking depress, but damn she should've just let me do it. What do I have that I got to loose? Anyways, my auntie bought me a One Direction perfume. Mom got mad and took it away. I don't know what she did with it, but she said I didn't need it. Blah! Well the lady is asking me questions now. C ya!"

I close the book, and sit there. I look outside the moving bus. I take out my phone, and text her.

"Hey, you want to meet maybe tonight instead? I'm going to be in town." I press send, and hop off the bus. I take in the view, but get distracted by the screaming girls. I run inside with the security guiding me. I get assigned my room and settle in. My phone dings in my pocket signifying a text. I take the phone out and I see her name appear.

"Sure, where?" I smile stupidly at my phone.

"Well near my hotel there is a hotel. I'm staying at Serries Resort. It's near it? Can you swing by?" I press send. I rush into the restroom. Now how am I suppose to sneak out?

AN; is it good? Should I continue? Blah'!

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