i wish i could proudly say that you were mine.
i know you're not.
i wish you i was someone you could proudly say that was yours.
i actually don't know if i'll ever be.
you said, "who says we're together."
you're probably right.
who says?
i don't know what we are.
all i know is, every single time we were together, it meant something to me.
it wasn't just hook ups, going out, and all that.
no, i spent time with you because i wanted to.
it meant everything to me.
you meant everything to me.
every moment i spent alone with you, meant something.
i search for your face everywhere.
i miss you too easily.
i fell for you so fast.
your lips linger on mine.
your warmth, your smell always gets pulled in.
your eyes when they're locked on mine are like warm pools of brown that makes me sink in.
i'm so attached to you that it hurts if you pull away too far.
i'm so attached to you that if the line breaks between you and i, it'll leave me broken and empty.
you're a boy i could love.
you are a boy i love.
i care too much about you.
i'm in love with you.
i know you're scared, don't you think i am too?
i told myself i don't want commitment but every time i see you, you're all i want more and more every day.
i spend so much time, money, and effort to be with you.
you're the only one i want.
YOU ARE READING
i wrote a song for you
Randomi actually have no reason to write this. this is just how i feel from my perspective. if it seems jumbled up, it's because i am mostly just pouring my heart out to this. i think too much and it causes me to just say things.
