love makes people so blind sometimes.
you never showed you cared.
you never showed you listened.
you never showed your true emotions for me.
all my time was spent around you.
always embedded in my mind.
your eyes were the pools that i know suffocate and drown in.
a heart will never wait for time.
i'm afraid yours won't.
"my mind is saying leave you,
but my heart says no.
you made your choice,
but i can't seem to let go.
thinking of your voice in a world so cold,
i'm breaking down now but i won't let it show."
i feel used.
i was doing good until yesterday where my confidence suddenly shattered.
there was still so many unanswered questions but i do wanna take this time to focus on myself.
questions and thoughts still harass me.
'does he still like her?'
'he texts her more than me he must have.'
'why was he so down for a relationship with her?'
'i'm here trying and giving my all.'
'i deserve more than just a like.'
i managed to erase these thoughts away.
still there, but almost clear.
and i still want you.
YOU ARE READING
i wrote a song for you
Aléatoirei actually have no reason to write this. this is just how i feel from my perspective. if it seems jumbled up, it's because i am mostly just pouring my heart out to this. i think too much and it causes me to just say things.
