i feel much better now.
i'm finally starting to clear this dark burden surrounding me.
my heart feels lighter, shoulders uplifted.
the sun is shining again.
i'm smiling a lot better now.
i miss you and that won't go away.
but i need a couple more days to make this stick.
in order for us to happen, i need this guard.
i'm not gonna do things that'll please only you anymore.
i'm done with that.
i need to move on.
maybe i'm not ready for commitment.
maybe i don't want a relationship with labels.
we're young...right?
who says you're gonna stick forever.
but all i know is, we're here in the now.
and i want to focus on that.
when i decide what i deserve, i'll come back.
then we can both decide for ourselves.
YOU ARE READING
i wrote a song for you
Randomi actually have no reason to write this. this is just how i feel from my perspective. if it seems jumbled up, it's because i am mostly just pouring my heart out to this. i think too much and it causes me to just say things.
