ROCK POV *******Flashback******** Mina:Baby I'm tired can we go home now. We've been shopping all day. Rock: yeah we can go. We gon stay at the loft tonight. So I can have peace in pussy 🤣 Mina: yeah okay. My ass will fall asleep on you. Rock: *kisses Mina forehead* let's go big head ............ Mina: babe! We still have gotten home yet? I just took a whole nap in the car and we are still roaming the city. Rock: relax. I wanna show you something. ...okay we're here.
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Mina: I messed my lipstick up. Rock: that was me. I kissed you while you were sleep. Lol Mina: *blushing* Rakim why are we over looking the city on a cliff. Rock: this is where I come to clear my head. Every thought I come here with, never leaves with me. This is my calm. And you. I never bought anyone here. Ever. Mina is in awe. Shocked. Happy and a little sad. Mina: are you okay? Should I be worried if you come here? Rock: yeah but no. You get me. And you still want me. Mina: Rakim? Look at me *grabs his face* who you are to the world doesn't matter. I'm here, right now sitting beside you. That's real. This feeling right here. Rock: Mina you deserve a lot, like the world. I can't even believe I'm telling you this because I never get close to these hoes, but I just feel Like I have to protect you. Mina: The world would be a nice thing to have, having this and that. But I rather have you.
At the Loft Mina is on the bed laying down and Rakim is undressing. He goes into the bathroom to run a warm bath for Mina and light candles. She got me doing all this lovely dovey shit and I can't lie I'm loving it.
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Rock washes Mina up and sits there and talks to her while she's bathing. She's blowing the bubbles at him and kissing his lips. Mina: baby...I wanna get out Rock: come on...here put this on
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Gosh she's beautiful. I look at her and see pure beauty and peace. Heaven sent. I'm mad at myself for falling.
Rock and Mina lays in bed in silence and she just rubs on this chest with her hand as her head rest on his chest. For the first time, they both have peace.
*****End of Flashback***** Rock POV I remember that night. That's when I knew I loved her but I just didnt tell her. About a month later I got my first HUGE check of many. I've always had money since I been in the game but I became a millionaire. I called Mina and flew home to buy her a new car, more wardrobe, the kids stuff, and paid off all her bills. Man, I miss those days. We were so happy and it wasn't because of money. We needed each other and we lifted each other up.
I'm a crazy nigga, living in this jawn world. Thy girl was my everything. It's nothing she couldn't do that make me smile. Somewhere in the midst of it, I end up disappointing her. I'm sorry about that but it's done. What she doesn't know is, she can never be replaced. I love her so much, that as hard as it'll be. I'll never stop her from being happy as long as I know it's in her best interest.
I'll never forget when she went MIA on me. I was going crazy on the road. I flew back early just to find her. I thought she was over me and moved on. I showed up to her job and went crazy. She laughed Nd said she was waiting for me to come to my senses. I admire her. The way she took care of Macy on her own and struggled all while being so positive. Now all I ever do is hurt her.
If I could take it all back I would... I can't wait to hold our baby. I'll put my life on the line for my family. Christmas is coming up and I'm gonna surprise the girls and Mina with a house. I won't live there but it's for them. I won't be far though.
Rock smokes and turns his phone off and goes to sleep.
