Love or lies ❤️❌

Say It

Mina: Rakim...Rakim wake up... Please wake up.
Rock: yeaaa *hops up* you okay?? What is it
Mina: I have to tell you something *soft voice*
Rock: what
Mina: so remember when- okay no, when we had a fallen out some things happened- look just don't hate me.
Rock: never. Say it.
Mina bites her lip
Rock: somethings wrong. Tell me
Mina: I was pregnant
Rock: when you were pregnant what? You fucked him while you carried my son?
Mina: No! Worse. I'm sorry
Rock: Say it...now
Mina: I had an abortion.
Rock: whatttt when
Mina: few weeks ago.
Rock is lost. Quiet.
Mina: A little girl. I found out when I was 7 weeks and they did a test for gender.
Rock: why Mina
Mina: I felt low
Rock: look-
Mina: I know. I feel bad. Sometimes I can't even think about it
Rock: I can't believe it.
Mina put her head down in her hands. The guilt.
Rock: I'm sorry.
Mina: that's not all. *Mina looks up with tears so consumed with guilt and shame*
Rock: why didn't you come to me
Mina: because...it wasn't your baby
Rock freezes up. Tense. All hell breaks loose. He gets up and throws lamps and Mina jumps.
Rock: Chasmina lay down. I'll be back tomorrow.
Mina: Rakim...
rock gets dress
Mina gets up and stop him...
Mina: you going to India?
Rock: smh yeah I am *SLAP*
Mina slaps him across the face
Mina turns around and sit on bed and cries
Rock: Mina I didn't mean that. I'm so mad at you right now and I want him dead. That's my truth.
Mina: when will all this end...why can't you accept that because you didn't love me right, he did.
Rock: I'll never accept that.
Mina gets up and hug Rakim.

An hour later
Mina and Rakim are in the bed. Holding each other and reminiscing.
Rock is playing in Mina hair...
Rakim: I missed you. I missed missing you. Thought I lost you.
Mina: I'm here. I've always been here
Rakim: why didn't you keep the baby.
Mina: Rock- lets not
Rock: it's okay.
Mina: I wanted to (that hurts Rakim to hear) but the doctor said fetus wasn't growing correctly so it's best to terminate unless I wanted to watch my child suffer. He didn't wanna see that either.
I wasn't gonna give up, I believe in god
And I knew he would see this baby through.
One night we went out and I got really sick so i went to hospital and they said same thing. So He flew my to Miami and we had the abortion there. I cried. He cried.
Rock: I'm sorry. As mad as I can that it was his baby it was also your baby and I love you that much that I loves the baby.
Mina: come here
Rock climb on top of her and kisses her. He pulls out and make love to her. He's hurt. Devastated. Feels defeated.
Rakim POV
Mina is sleep so I get up to go smoke. I'm stuck.
I haven't told Mina about India yet. She's gonna hate me. Fuckkkkk.

Mina in bedroom laying down POV
I haven't told Rakim how I find out that the cause of fetus defect was because Of the "medicine" Domo had given me to relax.
I'm so mad at Domo for that. Still in shocked. It had me acting crazy. I thought it was postpartum all that time.
Amber calling-
Mina: hey boo
Amber: guess what!!!!!
Mina: what. What's up
Amber: streets are talking. Domo has a baby in the way
Mina yells- WHAT!!! Who
Rock comes into room and she tells amber she'll call her back.
Rock: you okay
Mina: yess. Wyd out there
Rock: smoking.
Mina: come to bed.
Rock: okay in a min baby
That madd Mina blushed. She missed him.

30 mins later 2:00AM
Rock and Mina ended up watching tv in the living room. They basically catching up on everything they missed since they've been apart.